Are we still blogging?

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Still blogging?
SICKYY!!!

Ugh, it hurts to talk.

Working on my Barbra Streisan.
Why? because i can. <3

Hayley Michelle

(oh! everyone was like...AWSOME! wish i was up there with them, but when i get better....i shall be them!!! <3)

Crystal!

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I suck.
BUT CRYSTAL SKILLMAN IS AWSOME!!!!!!
For sure, she is the BOMB!
<3

She is such a help, inspiration and she gives me the BEST Fudging notes EVER!!!

Also,college class, first day.
Hot senior boys. <3

Great class, i got to write GREATTT poetry.

awsome.
just, awsome. (OH! and the acting majors were like, stunned about me tellign them my school. giving them SPA's infor next week! <3)

Hayley Michelle

SICK SICKY SICK SICK

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Tittle says it all.
sick.
sick.
SICKKKK.

But coming in tomarrow.
Why? Because my parents believe that my education is better than my health.

Normally i would agree, but i am also talking about OTHER PEOPLES HEALTH!

So...ya.
You can see my prediciment.

Plus, i just don't want to face the wrath of Aladren.
To sick for wrath.

Hayley Michelle

Sorry for being sorry..so..IM NOT SORRY!

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Ugh. Today was shiz.
I feel terrible about the rock star project.
I know I can lip sing it: But i refuse to support lip singing. It's unethical and unmoral. If you ahve to lip sing, you shouldn't be singing in the first place.

But that's not my problem...
I can't do this.
any of it.

Not barbra Striesand, not anyone!

I AM DEFININATLY NOT AN ACTOR!

I was trying to hide my terrible-ness, behind singing the song well...but Aladren saw through my hiding in the corner.

I should never have chosen acting.
ugh, STUPID-STUPID-STUPID-STUPID!

I'm going to go out there and laugh-cry until I bleed.
I am so scared, I'm actually sick to my stomach!!!

But i commited to it..so I have to suck it up.
But what i guess my biggest fear is..failing.
Infront of everyone.
Aladren.
But main;y myself.

I'm not ready for this...but i guess I have to act like I am.

Hayley Michelle

Shiz?

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Good day...ish.

Margie, (life saver), helped me find my barbra range.

Doe you know that she can sing?!
LIKE REALLY WELLL!!!???!!
cuz I didn't!

Well, ya.

Also I think i'm in Deep shiz...but don't know why...shizzz!

Hayley Michelle

BARBRA STREISAND

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Freaking out.
FREAKING OUT!

I just relized that I'm doing Barbra Streisand for my Rock Star Project.
BARBRA STREISAND!!!!

I know, I know ..I knew I was doing her, but i jsut realized all the things I have to lose if I don't do i good or good enough!!!!


BARBRA STRRISAND COULD HATE ME!!!!

I would like...die on the spot if I knew that she hated me. That the all mighty gdess of the universe was mad because i made her look stupid.
=(

When I die and try to go to heaven, i don't wanna go to hell just because I did a bad barbra streisand!! =(

FREAKIN
OUT!

So I am now in EMERGE BARBRA STREISAND MODE!
WALKING AROUND, TALKING, EVERYTHING BARBRA!
AND TOMARROW TOO!

Hayley Michelle

Ugh, today.

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Not such a good day.

I really feel uncomfortable in Cross trainging. I ahve never done cross trainging without crying,.
it's pethetic, I know... but i can;t help it.

When i cross train< i get really vaulnerable: (not in the best of ways).

Today i think was the worst. We had to do an up dog/plan walk-crawl and I could not do it to save my life! Everyone was doing it with such ease, and i coul barley hold myself up.
That's when i started crying. And then right after taht we walked around, and I wassn't sure waht I was doing, so i started to judge.

Whioch was wrong of me.
Im verty sorry.
But I thoguht about how cool everyone else looked, and how STUPID i looked. I didn't know what i was doing, or why...Only becaseu Ms.Mack told me too. And that made me cry even more.

Dance is alrady uncomfortable for me. I'm urrounded by a ton of graceful tooth-picks who can do everything and then some, and I'm the opisite of tha.t
I already don't fit in, and Now i'm like a green-thumb in the patch.

The black sheep stuck in a field of fluffy cute white sheep.

I
hate
it
so much.


So cried some more. And then it gets worse: We walked around "connecting to people".
I know that no one wants to conect with a girl who is crying, but...i mean....

When we were told to stop, and everyoner had a partner to connect to...and I was jsut there by myself. Bare naked in the wond: and no body there to catch me when I fell....

I really think that hurt the most.

and i cried some more.

But i was better in the acting part of cross trainging.

God, i jsut wish i wasn't so...akward.

I really want to fit and get better at dance, but i don't think i can.
or ever will.

I also got into a fight with my "friend".
She called my Pretty project stuid and worthless.


And thast hurt the most eut of everything today.


not a good day...not a good day.

Hayley Michelle

I KISSED A ROBBIE AND I LIKED IT!

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Fun "Field Trip" today. Learned alot.
After school I was in two fimls with the Film kids. So was Robbie.

Aparently they think I can act( totally awsome, I'll take what i can get.)

I got to punch my best friend,
and i got to kiss robbie. several times.

We had to re-do our kiss scene like..what...12 times?!
It was funny.
Oh, stage kisses. (sorta* XP).

Film is really nice. Mirnada is so nice, i have the upmost respect for her.
I also stole Robbie's jacket.
love ya Robbie<3 lov working with ya. ha!

Oh, and I think one of the film kids was hitting on me.

Hayley Michelle

Crystal Skillman

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Gonig to talk to crystal at 8. Hoping not to be tooo ackward. I'm just...ugh.
For someonew who lovessss to talk, I  hate talknig on the phone.
I sound like a five year old crack head, and...ya. Not very good.
Hoping not embarrass myself tooo much!

Hayley Michelle

mpd

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new pretty project interview up! its been forver since i've interviewed someone!!!

Its a good friend of mine with MPD (multiple personality disorder)> So got to interview two people really...go check it outtt!!!! <33333

Hayley Michelle
http://fallowtheproject.blogspot.com/

Divine

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I'm obsessed with ag ame.

It's called "Cause of Death".
It's kind of like a Role Playing game of silence of the lambs, but it goes on and on..like a TV show,
I CANT STOP PLAYING IT!

And because i love it so much, I think I'm gonig to write a serial killer play/book.

Not because im wierd....because i have an obession with a game about serial killers...
MWHAHAHAH~!

<3

Improv today, super fuN! And aparently I don't know the alphabet.XP

Hayley Michelle

Hola Chicos!

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It's good to be back!
New years was ok.
Shop was fun!
I don't think Brittany really likes me..oh well. 
I'm working on "recording" music on my glee app (orignal music!).
Its now on FB. soo happy!!!

ee! Working on Country list, palys  you know..all that jazz.

BVye!

Hayley Michelle