My cat is alseep, Micheal bay can eat it, and BATMAN

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I know we don't have to do that any more, Im jsut SOO used to it!

STREAM OF CONCIUSOUSNESS!
NO SPELLING!
YAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOC>

my cat is asleep on my bed, he is so fluffy.
I feel obligated to tell you. hy? I DONT KNOW.

So anywhosk, I'm pretty sure I'm "sheliving" this blog.
I want to focuss on my writing and PRETTYT PROJECT>
I need to write a blog responding on my creative process.

Bleh. Responce on my creative process.

Its so icky. I feel that it sucks the life out art. ITs the equal of making a story plot for "The Raven".
Once you step back and analyze art I feel that it is no longer special.
True, art analysis is important.
But not in this way.
I belive that art should be observed with an open mind and not a 20 minute essay.

I still don't know what i'm going to talk about.
I wrote poetry.
the end.

Well i have to find pictures that inspire me
I have alot going on with me.
WRITERS BLOCK!
Nothing good is being produced! I can't write, I can't sing I cant RAWAR!!!K}F)(*YGFDSWAqawsedrftybnmi<>

iNSERT CURSEY WORDS HERE.

oops, sorry. CAP LOCK

Back to normal!
This is going to be really long. Sorry Aladren.

My cat is so FUZZY!!!!!
haha, cat tongue tickels toes.

I've been trying to cumulate some poetry for for my "PRETTY POEMS" but i'm not getting far.
So i though that if I dug up the dead "AKA my Senior Showcase project that I've been planning since the first week of freshmen year", I would get somewher.
NADA.
Well..I mean...
I feel like I'm getting somewhere on the play i started freshie year. But no where to the piont that it is even understanable.
its like...random bits and peice of a scene, a monoluge or even character.
Most of the time I don't even know what I'm talknig about.
I still deffinatly know that I'm using my play for senior showcase as planned.

IT WILL B DONE IF IT KILLS ME ! (it probably will)
I don't even know where this is going. Has it been twenty mintes yet?!
 ARHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
 IM A PIRATE!
I almost killed a man today because he said I couldn't be batman because i was a girl.

Bitches, please. I AM BATMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BATMAN!
IM SO WORRIED! I heard that someone in the jsutice league is gonig to turn out gay soon!
Not that I have anything wrong with gay superheros.
I mena, ya...we need more than the ONE X-man character to be gay.
But INVENT A NEW GAY SUPERHERO ! DO NOT MESS WITH MY BELOVED CHILDHOOD SUPERHERO! ESPECIALLY MY BATMAN!

BACK OFF MICHEAL BAY: RUINER OF EVERY CHILDHOOD MEMORY!

Trying to write comedy stuff for brittany. not getting anywhere.
I have to go to piano soon. ugh.
My fingers still hurt from honnor society still!
It was sooooooo wierdd.
I'm not going to lie: i'm alittle upset that they didn't thank me after everything I did for them. =(

oh well.

Ok, I can't do this any more.
IM MAKING IT 20MINUTES LATER!

HAYLEY OUT!

Published writer speaking here!!!

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Went to Kevin Kittle Performance Ensamble Last night.
AWESOME!

Also I was published!
I got 5 / 6 of my writings published!!!!

So excited!
And a recomendation to tget newspaper critic internship!
Excited!

Love,
Hayley Michelle

Hurtful Inspiration

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Stayed after to film with brett.

Fun.

Looked good today.
Felt horrible the rest of it.

My film was chosen sort of. Yay.

:/
Just not the best of days. Wrote my first good song since my horrible writers block kicked in. First thing in 2 months! Just suck that it derived from me ballon my eyes out for an hour because I'm a terrible person.

Hayley michelle

AWSOME-NESS

Had so much fun today. Got to talk to film kids, (they are so niceee!!!)

I also got 3-4 NEW PROSPECT STUDENTS FROM MY POETRY GALA READING! (standing o!)

i was AWSOMEEEEE....


That is all.

MARVEL FUDGING COMICS!!!

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Best night ever! (last night, tonight sucks beanie-babies).

I went into the city ON A TRAIN to go see Crystal's WILD. (I loved it btw).

Later at the after party I chatted with
THE EDITOR OF MARVEL COMICS!!!!
AND ...DRUMROLL POR FAVOR....
.
.
.
...
.....
.......
...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NICOLE AND CHERRY FROM PLAYWRIGHTS HORIZON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(*Faint*)

They were so nice! Lauren, who was teh editor for MARVEL <3 told me that
"Your opitimism is the best thing about you. Don't lose it. It wears off on others".


Later i sang in Penn Station and got hi-fived by several random people.
Thus including my production of "CRAZY GIRL SINGING I COULD HAVE DANCED ALL NIGHT AND GET OTHER CRAZY PASSER BYERS TO SING ALONG".
<3

Best night ever!

OHH! And i'm working on a science project that includes CARNIVORIOUS UNICORNS!

EEEP!

Hayley Michelle

PROJECT SLUT

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Ok! So I had such a great day!
We got a jist of the film for our first ever writers lock-in.
I know, it is so cliche for hayley to be doing another thing about 'rape'.
BUT IT WASN"T MY IDEA! (its a great idea, but i can't credit for it).
This was actually Hannah's idea.
She heard about SLUTWALK and "WALK A MILE IN HER SHOES".
It was jsut so compelling to all of us in the room we decided to bring awarness to the situation.
Plus, It is something I could post on the PRetty Project and help me with bringing awarness to the subjection of women etc.

So i've kinda become obbssesed with SLUTWALK. Because it is such a compelling formal protest situation thingy... Posting on PP!

Hayley Michelle

blogggy bloggy

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lalalalal, good morning america!
That was random.

Marshall came today, so happy to see him.

MY FRIEND GOT INTO RSAC!
Im so proud of her! (buty shocked because she has no..."talent" persay.)
I see the potentional but it needs harnessing.
And so did marshall!
So she wqill be trained!
She is awsome and i luv her!
<3

eeps!
Writing.

Hayley Michelle

Are we blogging?!

100= pg. (aparently now this is soviet russia. BACKWARDS!)

Had audition night, tonight. SO MUCH FUN! I met the freshmen version of me. (hayley piont 2.7).
We trated numbers, she's super!

JSUT LIKE ME! (rofl!)
We traded our jew jokes, and laughed at canada and talked about singing and writing and acting and shakspeare and SHOESSSS!!!!
She is soo great! I hope she gets in!
Everyone in general was just awsome!
I REALLY MISS SCHOOL! <3
Oral defense was pretty bad.
I was going to throw confetit but my cat ate it. =(

Hayley Michelle

Oh! One more thing

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OHHH! One more thing.
Can I jsut pat myself on the back for not laugh cryinging when I got bottom of the lsit?!
*pat pat* *pat pat*

Pretty Project

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Going to talk to Aladren tongiht about the Pretty Project. (emailing!)
Nervous.
Nourvous.
NERVOUS! (ugh..can't spellLL!!!!!)

I need to stop writing while walking.

haha.
Had my first interview with a "Pretty Person" in a while
i miss that.

Hayley Michelle

OMFG

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I haven't written in here forever! (so sorry!)
I keep forgetting. Im so wrapped up with The Pretty Project, that..well...you know. XP

Got back some feed-back on my acting today:
NOT HORRIBLE!
 i was so shocked.

Acting doesn't come naturally to me, I worked really really really hard on it. So happy that it paid off! I know im not GREAT, like everyone else (SO GOOD EVERYONE!), but i'm super proud of myself.
<3

Want to know the ranks!

Worknig on my Pretty Proejct plays! <3

Hayley Michelle

3 itty bitty PITTY PIGS

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Foriming test readers group 2 ...now!

Hopefully it will pass test group #2 and then i'll move to test group #3! (Hopefully main stage will be over...so i can do my master plan!) I NEED to start on the other play for the project...mwhahaha.

Don't you jsut feel foolish? XP

Hayley Michelle

PIGGYIES

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SO i finished my 12 DRAFT of
In the Land of the Pigs, TGhe Butcher is King

Sent it out to a select few...I'm getting really good results. I think this draft is the first to pass round one and is ready for round 2!!! <3 <3 <3

Hayley Michelle

OHMG, busy

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Wow, I haven't posted in ever. (well it feels like forever..)
I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU!!!
(But on the pretty Project...SUBSCRIBE OR PERSIH!)

Ya. <3

Bri Shwartz is awsome.
the end.<3

SO IS ALADREN! OHMG, rehersal gone epic. (my acting? not so epic, but aladren is the bomb).

So even though i suck, I suck MUCH LESS thanks to spanish lady.<3

Hayley Michelle

UGHHHH

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So frustrated with these LINES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In some confussion that could ONLY happen on a Sitcom....(or you know, happen to me..)
I have to play one of the elads in Crystals play!

Its such a great play, and I'll be working with great people..
I JSUT CANNOT GET THESE LINES!

Plus i have SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much on my plate!
rarw!

GUITAR, PIANO< VIOCE< HW< POETRY CLASS, DRAMATURGY, PLAY FOR SCHOOL< PLAY FOR TEMPLE, BRETT's PLAY< DAVID'S STORY, JESSICIA's STORY< CHORES, MY PRETTY PROJECT...etc.

List go on.
I know it sound slike I'm complaining..im not. im jsut supper stressed.

But now I'm complaining...

Have dance cross trainging tomarrow for 3 hours!
I am going to die.

I cannot stress how MUCH i hate dance.

I feel very uncomfortable.
Like  a clustraphobic kind of un-comfortable.
It makes me feel..gross and heavy.

ew.

I mena, like one hour isn't bad enoguh. I am stilly et to get throguh a dance class with Mac without crying because I get so uncomfortable.
Hopefully I will get used to it..But it just sucks.
It sucks because I know i'm setting a bad example for Aladren and my self,
and I can do better...but I jsut SUCK.

ug.

I have to work on my HW.
BEcasue aparently my teachers all decided to give me projectsd due tomarrow that require LOTS OF RESEARCH!.
THANKS! =(

Hayley Michelle

Stuffy

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I'm amking retar-tar and retarty a word.
the end.

So i was being all retarty today: distracted. I have a scab on my eye. ew. I actually miss tech! (wow, never thought I would say that.) Working on my secret project, and ya! That's about it....
In class the juniors talked about Senior ShowCase, so it got me thinking. (Never to early to pre-pair!)

I know what i am doing, I just need to write it!

mwhahahaha.

AND READ THE PRETTY PROJECT! SUPPOR THE END OF WOMEN ABUSE AND DIS-RESPECT FOR FEMALES IN 3rd WORL COUNTRIES! IT COULD EVEN HAPPEN HERE! END THE CRUELTY! <3
Hayley Michelle

Bomb threat and why god still hates me

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Are we blogging? i feel like we are blogging....anyway...Bomb threat today. I left everything behind, and i couldn't get back into school to get my stuff.

No books..
no phone.
no ipod.
NO CLOTHES....


and worst of alll.....
NO MUSIC!

I brought my music in today and its STUCK IN THE AUTITORIUM!
At least i know it's safe.

Sad.
I FROZE TODAY!
I can't stop coffing.
I get very sick when not properly cared for.
I'm like comic books: I am worshiped by nerds and I need to be kept in the perfect tempature or I'm worthless. But treated correctly im worth a MILLION BUCKS~! (oh- i love nerd simalies for me. I'm so awsome!~)

Back to the real deal.
I'm worknig a project.
SECRET PROJECT...for now.
At the moment it's in hyatis, but as soon as main stage is over I am going full force with my idea.

If you have something you belive in; GET OFF YOUR BUTT AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!

<3

Hayley Michelle

STOP THE VIOLENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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SOOOOOOOOO INFURARITED!!!! #*@_%(TH#TFO*&^%$

Reading articles about the rape , abuse and murders of women in third world countries for not "submitting to husbands, bearing sons for husbands, or jsut not being good enough". (unquote XP).

So i have offically dedicated this month to "STOP THE ABUSE" (*of women).

On the PRETTY PROJECT<
WHICH YOU ARE ALL FOLLOWING AND READING...CORRECT?!

Well, no the PRETTY PORJECT it will only be about the abuse of women, the disrespect of women, and how we deserve respect, love and the equal rights of men and life!
!!!!!

Hayley Michelle

Are we still blogging?

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Still blogging?
SICKYY!!!

Ugh, it hurts to talk.

Working on my Barbra Streisan.
Why? because i can. <3

Hayley Michelle

(oh! everyone was like...AWSOME! wish i was up there with them, but when i get better....i shall be them!!! <3)

Crystal!

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I suck.
BUT CRYSTAL SKILLMAN IS AWSOME!!!!!!
For sure, she is the BOMB!
<3

She is such a help, inspiration and she gives me the BEST Fudging notes EVER!!!

Also,college class, first day.
Hot senior boys. <3

Great class, i got to write GREATTT poetry.

awsome.
just, awsome. (OH! and the acting majors were like, stunned about me tellign them my school. giving them SPA's infor next week! <3)

Hayley Michelle

SICK SICKY SICK SICK

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Tittle says it all.
sick.
sick.
SICKKKK.

But coming in tomarrow.
Why? Because my parents believe that my education is better than my health.

Normally i would agree, but i am also talking about OTHER PEOPLES HEALTH!

So...ya.
You can see my prediciment.

Plus, i just don't want to face the wrath of Aladren.
To sick for wrath.

Hayley Michelle

Sorry for being sorry..so..IM NOT SORRY!

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Ugh. Today was shiz.
I feel terrible about the rock star project.
I know I can lip sing it: But i refuse to support lip singing. It's unethical and unmoral. If you ahve to lip sing, you shouldn't be singing in the first place.

But that's not my problem...
I can't do this.
any of it.

Not barbra Striesand, not anyone!

I AM DEFININATLY NOT AN ACTOR!

I was trying to hide my terrible-ness, behind singing the song well...but Aladren saw through my hiding in the corner.

I should never have chosen acting.
ugh, STUPID-STUPID-STUPID-STUPID!

I'm going to go out there and laugh-cry until I bleed.
I am so scared, I'm actually sick to my stomach!!!

But i commited to it..so I have to suck it up.
But what i guess my biggest fear is..failing.
Infront of everyone.
Aladren.
But main;y myself.

I'm not ready for this...but i guess I have to act like I am.

Hayley Michelle

Shiz?

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Good day...ish.

Margie, (life saver), helped me find my barbra range.

Doe you know that she can sing?!
LIKE REALLY WELLL!!!???!!
cuz I didn't!

Well, ya.

Also I think i'm in Deep shiz...but don't know why...shizzz!

Hayley Michelle

BARBRA STREISAND

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Freaking out.
FREAKING OUT!

I just relized that I'm doing Barbra Streisand for my Rock Star Project.
BARBRA STREISAND!!!!

I know, I know ..I knew I was doing her, but i jsut realized all the things I have to lose if I don't do i good or good enough!!!!


BARBRA STRRISAND COULD HATE ME!!!!

I would like...die on the spot if I knew that she hated me. That the all mighty gdess of the universe was mad because i made her look stupid.
=(

When I die and try to go to heaven, i don't wanna go to hell just because I did a bad barbra streisand!! =(

FREAKIN
OUT!

So I am now in EMERGE BARBRA STREISAND MODE!
WALKING AROUND, TALKING, EVERYTHING BARBRA!
AND TOMARROW TOO!

Hayley Michelle

Ugh, today.

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Not such a good day.

I really feel uncomfortable in Cross trainging. I ahve never done cross trainging without crying,.
it's pethetic, I know... but i can;t help it.

When i cross train< i get really vaulnerable: (not in the best of ways).

Today i think was the worst. We had to do an up dog/plan walk-crawl and I could not do it to save my life! Everyone was doing it with such ease, and i coul barley hold myself up.
That's when i started crying. And then right after taht we walked around, and I wassn't sure waht I was doing, so i started to judge.

Whioch was wrong of me.
Im verty sorry.
But I thoguht about how cool everyone else looked, and how STUPID i looked. I didn't know what i was doing, or why...Only becaseu Ms.Mack told me too. And that made me cry even more.

Dance is alrady uncomfortable for me. I'm urrounded by a ton of graceful tooth-picks who can do everything and then some, and I'm the opisite of tha.t
I already don't fit in, and Now i'm like a green-thumb in the patch.

The black sheep stuck in a field of fluffy cute white sheep.

I
hate
it
so much.


So cried some more. And then it gets worse: We walked around "connecting to people".
I know that no one wants to conect with a girl who is crying, but...i mean....

When we were told to stop, and everyoner had a partner to connect to...and I was jsut there by myself. Bare naked in the wond: and no body there to catch me when I fell....

I really think that hurt the most.

and i cried some more.

But i was better in the acting part of cross trainging.

God, i jsut wish i wasn't so...akward.

I really want to fit and get better at dance, but i don't think i can.
or ever will.

I also got into a fight with my "friend".
She called my Pretty project stuid and worthless.


And thast hurt the most eut of everything today.


not a good day...not a good day.

Hayley Michelle

I KISSED A ROBBIE AND I LIKED IT!

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Fun "Field Trip" today. Learned alot.
After school I was in two fimls with the Film kids. So was Robbie.

Aparently they think I can act( totally awsome, I'll take what i can get.)

I got to punch my best friend,
and i got to kiss robbie. several times.

We had to re-do our kiss scene like..what...12 times?!
It was funny.
Oh, stage kisses. (sorta* XP).

Film is really nice. Mirnada is so nice, i have the upmost respect for her.
I also stole Robbie's jacket.
love ya Robbie<3 lov working with ya. ha!

Oh, and I think one of the film kids was hitting on me.

Hayley Michelle

Crystal Skillman

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Gonig to talk to crystal at 8. Hoping not to be tooo ackward. I'm just...ugh.
For someonew who lovessss to talk, I  hate talknig on the phone.
I sound like a five year old crack head, and...ya. Not very good.
Hoping not embarrass myself tooo much!

Hayley Michelle

mpd

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new pretty project interview up! its been forver since i've interviewed someone!!!

Its a good friend of mine with MPD (multiple personality disorder)> So got to interview two people really...go check it outtt!!!! <33333

Hayley Michelle
http://fallowtheproject.blogspot.com/

Divine

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I'm obsessed with ag ame.

It's called "Cause of Death".
It's kind of like a Role Playing game of silence of the lambs, but it goes on and on..like a TV show,
I CANT STOP PLAYING IT!

And because i love it so much, I think I'm gonig to write a serial killer play/book.

Not because im wierd....because i have an obession with a game about serial killers...
MWHAHAHAH~!

<3

Improv today, super fuN! And aparently I don't know the alphabet.XP

Hayley Michelle

Hola Chicos!

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It's good to be back!
New years was ok.
Shop was fun!
I don't think Brittany really likes me..oh well. 
I'm working on "recording" music on my glee app (orignal music!).
Its now on FB. soo happy!!!

ee! Working on Country list, palys  you know..all that jazz.

BVye!

Hayley Michelle