PG=100
Not a good day today.
=(
I dont even wanna talk about it. I think i'm having an identity/stress/mid life crissis.
It's wierd. my life hasnt even began yet..and im having a mid-life crisis. what is it now...a pre-life crisis?
Whatever...piont is.
I am emotionally disturbered and i cant find anything to cvalm it, but sunflowerseeds.
yum.
Going to help out at an SAT class at the librar.y I like helping out, its fun. Lets hope this cheers me up.
Hayley Michelle
Monday, February 28, 2011
God wants to kill me....oh lord. XD
Pg=9999999
Ok. i had the MOST INTERSETING weekend of my life. (this is one your gonna wanna read. so READ THIS IF YOU LOVE JESUS)
ok. so friday, i went to a party that was totally AWSOME. we were all listening to Queen's "Night at the Opera" and we were spaz attack dancing like the peanuts. it was fun.
The next day i had band practice. (we all slept over.) and we played until our fingers bled. (literally. the bledddd). We had a gig that night, at this ...i want to call it concert hall, but its also a church. I was worried about going because, I AM JEW, but they said it would be alright.
It wasnt.
We were half way through our set list, (we were doing awsome), and then my bass strap broke as we were jsut about to play another song, and a said "sh!t" into the microphone. (on accident!).
and everyone went "!!!!!!!!!' (you know, that long over-done reaction of disgust? ya, that one). it was the LOUDEST GASP I HAVE EVER HEARD. and i was reallllllllyyyyy emmbarrased (this was for the "church")
so the ngiht went by, and then afterwards they had a "prayer' and i felt wierd cuz i was the only jew and you know what they said?
they were talknig about how tohe jews killed jesus and that im going to hell and other things and i felt really bad. (they didnt know i was jewish. I dont know, its not something i would want to announce out-loud in a HEVILY BAPTIST CHURCH. i was seriously afraid that they would kill me).
So that was akward, and i posted me ursing on Facebook, so check it aout and write an emmmbarising comment.
Sunday was fun. I went shopping with my mom (i actually love shopping with myu mom. she's awsome). And i got the CUTEST little blue rachel barry dress EVER.
wearing it today, and making it sexy good.
Love (forever & always)
Hayley Michelle
Ok. i had the MOST INTERSETING weekend of my life. (this is one your gonna wanna read. so READ THIS IF YOU LOVE JESUS)
ok. so friday, i went to a party that was totally AWSOME. we were all listening to Queen's "Night at the Opera" and we were spaz attack dancing like the peanuts. it was fun.
The next day i had band practice. (we all slept over.) and we played until our fingers bled. (literally. the bledddd). We had a gig that night, at this ...i want to call it concert hall, but its also a church. I was worried about going because, I AM JEW, but they said it would be alright.
It wasnt.
We were half way through our set list, (we were doing awsome), and then my bass strap broke as we were jsut about to play another song, and a said "sh!t" into the microphone. (on accident!).
and everyone went "!!!!!!!!!' (you know, that long over-done reaction of disgust? ya, that one). it was the LOUDEST GASP I HAVE EVER HEARD. and i was reallllllllyyyyy emmbarrased (this was for the "church")
so the ngiht went by, and then afterwards they had a "prayer' and i felt wierd cuz i was the only jew and you know what they said?
they were talknig about how tohe jews killed jesus and that im going to hell and other things and i felt really bad. (they didnt know i was jewish. I dont know, its not something i would want to announce out-loud in a HEVILY BAPTIST CHURCH. i was seriously afraid that they would kill me).
So that was akward, and i posted me ursing on Facebook, so check it aout and write an emmmbarising comment.
Sunday was fun. I went shopping with my mom (i actually love shopping with myu mom. she's awsome). And i got the CUTEST little blue rachel barry dress EVER.
wearing it today, and making it sexy good.
Love (forever & always)
Hayley Michelle
Friday, February 25, 2011
Report cards, boogers, and my A$$
pg=100
Ok. Report cards came!
drum roll PLEASE!!!!!
;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; !
Spanish: A
Science: A
Gym : A
Algebra: B+
English : B
Theater : A-
History : A-
honnor roll!!!! really confussed on how i didnt make HIGH honnor roll....wiil askj because i am not satisfyied with these grades.. but still good. Also had "fun" in theater today.
lmfao. within the first few minutes of class i was already crying because i was laughing to hard.
Ms. Aladren was showing me how STUPID i look.
L
M
F
A
O
hahaha. must film it for my : "Exibit A of why i'm a loser" documentry.
It was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO funny. But seriously, i really apreciate the help and cretic on my suckish acting. but it is SO HARD to look her in the eye and say "i get it" without laughing my A$$ off!!!
SPEAKING OF BUTTS! lmfao,
NEVER
WEAR
SKIRTS
TO
BLOCKING.
Learned the hard way, sorry that i semi-flashed Chelsey with my A$$.
Haha, ms. aladren said that i need to learn to learn how to act ugly.
I cant help that i am gorgous in every single wayyyyyyuy. <3 <3 <3
ha
ha
ha
But she said she was going to block me with boogers coming out of my nose.
I WILL HOLD YOU TO THAT MISS!
Seriously. I can do extreames.
I have been the dirty whore (HOW MANY TIMES i cannot count)
I have been the stupid blonde ditzyyyy chick (alot)
I have also beren the shy nerd (i know, hard to picture)
and i was all the characters in my one akward woman show of "raisin in the sun".
(it was terrible looknig back on it. I honestly thoguht it was good until this week. Oh god hayley.) (slap in the face).
L
F
M
A
O
WHY DO I KEEP SAYING THAT! GOD! ITS "LOL" ALLLL OVER AGAIN!!!
hahaha. Piont is, i have NO PROBLEM making an idiot of myself....as long as its a pretty idiot. hahaha. justtt kidding.
Loving COmedy of errors.
I teched yesturday which was fun. The show is gonna be really good.
haha, aparently Abbi has "the power" aka, huge manly manness.
balls.
OMG.
BALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
drunk girl saying balls, thank you for introducing me to that ms.aladren.
I sometimes talk in my slepp but i never make any sense, so my parents told me that last night i was saying
BALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
in my sleep!
HAHAHA.
ANd everyone is recently asking me about why i hate canada.
Lets set things strieght.
Canada is a blob that likes to rub its awsomeness in my face. Therefor i hate it. It always screws me up when i take geography tests, and they have nothing else bettter to but ruin all things that make me happy.
My favorite t\TV shows air in canada 3 MONTHS before mine. So while their on season 2, im in season 1!!!!
GRRR
and their ACCENTS!!!Eh/ how ya going, eh? nice weather , eh?
AND THEIR ARE ALWAYS NICE!!!!
NO ONE, AND I MEAN NO ONE< NOT EVEN SANTA< IS THAT NICE!!!!!!!
AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
they annoy me SOOOOOOO muchhhhhhh!!!!
GRRRRR
lmfao. (agg!that word again!) graet way to end a blog.
got to go, PARTYY AT A RICH DUDE'S HOUSE!
byeee!
Love (Forever & Always) (except you canadian's.)
Hayley Michelle
Ok. Report cards came!
drum roll PLEASE!!!!!
;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; !
Spanish: A
Science: A
Gym : A
Algebra: B+
English : B
Theater : A-
History : A-
honnor roll!!!! really confussed on how i didnt make HIGH honnor roll....wiil askj because i am not satisfyied with these grades.. but still good. Also had "fun" in theater today.
lmfao. within the first few minutes of class i was already crying because i was laughing to hard.
Ms. Aladren was showing me how STUPID i look.
L
M
F
A
O
hahaha. must film it for my : "Exibit A of why i'm a loser" documentry.
It was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO funny. But seriously, i really apreciate the help and cretic on my suckish acting. but it is SO HARD to look her in the eye and say "i get it" without laughing my A$$ off!!!
SPEAKING OF BUTTS! lmfao,
NEVER
WEAR
SKIRTS
TO
BLOCKING.
Learned the hard way, sorry that i semi-flashed Chelsey with my A$$.
Haha, ms. aladren said that i need to learn to learn how to act ugly.
I cant help that i am gorgous in every single wayyyyyyuy. <3 <3 <3
ha
ha
ha
But she said she was going to block me with boogers coming out of my nose.
I WILL HOLD YOU TO THAT MISS!
Seriously. I can do extreames.
I have been the dirty whore (HOW MANY TIMES i cannot count)
I have been the stupid blonde ditzyyyy chick (alot)
I have also beren the shy nerd (i know, hard to picture)
and i was all the characters in my one akward woman show of "raisin in the sun".
(it was terrible looknig back on it. I honestly thoguht it was good until this week. Oh god hayley.) (slap in the face).
L
F
M
A
O
WHY DO I KEEP SAYING THAT! GOD! ITS "LOL" ALLLL OVER AGAIN!!!
hahaha. Piont is, i have NO PROBLEM making an idiot of myself....as long as its a pretty idiot. hahaha. justtt kidding.
Loving COmedy of errors.
I teched yesturday which was fun. The show is gonna be really good.
haha, aparently Abbi has "the power" aka, huge manly manness.
balls.
OMG.
BALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
drunk girl saying balls, thank you for introducing me to that ms.aladren.
I sometimes talk in my slepp but i never make any sense, so my parents told me that last night i was saying
BALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
in my sleep!
HAHAHA.
ANd everyone is recently asking me about why i hate canada.
Lets set things strieght.
Canada is a blob that likes to rub its awsomeness in my face. Therefor i hate it. It always screws me up when i take geography tests, and they have nothing else bettter to but ruin all things that make me happy.
My favorite t\TV shows air in canada 3 MONTHS before mine. So while their on season 2, im in season 1!!!!
GRRR
and their ACCENTS!!!Eh/ how ya going, eh? nice weather , eh?
AND THEIR ARE ALWAYS NICE!!!!
NO ONE, AND I MEAN NO ONE< NOT EVEN SANTA< IS THAT NICE!!!!!!!
AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
they annoy me SOOOOOOO muchhhhhhh!!!!
GRRRRR
lmfao. (agg!that word again!) graet way to end a blog.
got to go, PARTYY AT A RICH DUDE'S HOUSE!
byeee!
Love (Forever & Always) (except you canadian's.)
Hayley Michelle
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
wanna make a bet?
(THIS IS A JOURNAL)
Ok. This is wierd and angring. trying to count how many f-bombs are in here.
And just to prove Ms.Aladren wrong...THERE IS NO WAY. IN ALL THE WORLD THAT I CAN MAKE THIS PLAY ABOUT ME. IM POSITIVE. I WILL BET YOU 5 DOLLARS TAHT I CANNOT MAKE THIS PLAY ABOUT ME IN ANY SHAPE, WAY OR FORM.
This play is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO outta my league its funny. haha,
today Ms.Aladren said that i someohow manage to bring every play we read back to me. Like its about me. It was really funny.
SO THIS IS PROOF: I CANNOT MAKE GLENGARRY GLEN ROSS ABOUT ME.
IM 100 PERCENT SURE OF THAT.
ok.bye now, jsut wanted to say thet <3
Hayley Michelle
Ok. This is wierd and angring. trying to count how many f-bombs are in here.
And just to prove Ms.Aladren wrong...THERE IS NO WAY. IN ALL THE WORLD THAT I CAN MAKE THIS PLAY ABOUT ME. IM POSITIVE. I WILL BET YOU 5 DOLLARS TAHT I CANNOT MAKE THIS PLAY ABOUT ME IN ANY SHAPE, WAY OR FORM.
This play is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO outta my league its funny. haha,
today Ms.Aladren said that i someohow manage to bring every play we read back to me. Like its about me. It was really funny.
SO THIS IS PROOF: I CANNOT MAKE GLENGARRY GLEN ROSS ABOUT ME.
IM 100 PERCENT SURE OF THAT.
ok.bye now, jsut wanted to say thet <3
Hayley Michelle
RAWR
PG= 100
there it is. That is exactly what i look like right now. My friend drew it awhile ago, but i decided to post it now.
CUZ I FELT LIKE IT.
grrrr.
imma animal.
rawr.
You dont wanna make me angry...YOU WOULDNT LIKE ME WHEN IM ANGRY
hahah, lmfao.
Hulk.
ITS CLOBBERING TIME.
I swear, i broke ripped my norton anthology cover off because i was pissed.
SORRY NORTON!
>=(
just.
not.
happy.
I dont know why Lately its angsty, and its depressing and angering.
Everything has been very stressful. ugg.
I have alot on my shoulders.
- must finish reading Comedy of Errors (again)
- Blog
- not kill anyone
- write history and english papers
- read plays
- re-read lor do the flies
- write my plays
- write my music
- practice my music
- remeber to breathe
- not kill anyone
ugg. ITS SO HARD AND COMPLICATED.
I've lost my funny. I've lost my mind, and all thats left is this hallow shell of ANGST.
POR QUEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Hayley Michelle
there it is. That is exactly what i look like right now. My friend drew it awhile ago, but i decided to post it now.
CUZ I FELT LIKE IT.
grrrr.
imma animal.
rawr.
You dont wanna make me angry...YOU WOULDNT LIKE ME WHEN IM ANGRY
hahah, lmfao.
Hulk.
ITS CLOBBERING TIME.
I swear, i broke ripped my norton anthology cover off because i was pissed.
SORRY NORTON!
>=(
just.
not.
happy.
I dont know why Lately its angsty, and its depressing and angering.
Everything has been very stressful. ugg.
I have alot on my shoulders.
- must finish reading Comedy of Errors (again)
- Blog
- not kill anyone
- write history and english papers
- read plays
- re-read lor do the flies
- write my plays
- write my music
- practice my music
- remeber to breathe
- not kill anyone
ugg. ITS SO HARD AND COMPLICATED.
I've lost my funny. I've lost my mind, and all thats left is this hallow shell of ANGST.
POR QUEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Hayley Michelle
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
I GET IT NOWWWWW
Ok. They ARE realestate guys...but they are probably from jersey so thats why they sound like mofia members.
<3
Hayley Michelle
(PS this all counts as journaling..right? PLEASEEEE)
<3
Hayley Michelle
(PS this all counts as journaling..right? PLEASEEEE)
MOFIA REALESTATE?!?!
Confussed on GlenGarry Glen Ross.
are they in the Mafia or realestate?
I feel like they are talking about "taking a guy out", but then its about realestate and...CONFUSSED!
Also, i have this TERRIBLE immage of Glenn flying aroun din an airplane dropping the F-bombs over Haratiami. (is that how you spellit? yes).
But like...ACUTALL BOMBS!
CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYy
Hayley Michelle
are they in the Mafia or realestate?
I feel like they are talking about "taking a guy out", but then its about realestate and...CONFUSSED!
Also, i have this TERRIBLE immage of Glenn flying aroun din an airplane dropping the F-bombs over Haratiami. (is that how you spellit? yes).
But like...ACUTALL BOMBS!
CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYy
Hayley Michelle
FUDGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
HOLLLLYYYY FUDGEEEEEE
Got board with Master Harold...i AM re-reading it...but im a woman. i can multi-task. So i began reading GlenGarry Glen Ross.
WOW.
There are so many F=bombs its llike.......This:
SO MANY FDGE BOMBS!!!!!
Lol, im gonna like this play!!!!!
Hayley Michelle
Got board with Master Harold...i AM re-reading it...but im a woman. i can multi-task. So i began reading GlenGarry Glen Ross.
WOW.
There are so many F=bombs its llike.......This:
SO MANY FDGE BOMBS!!!!!
Lol, im gonna like this play!!!!!
Hayley Michelle
JOURNAL NUMERO DOS. I STILL WANT A TACO
ya. tacossssss......
I like kites.
In master harold, (which i find wierd because "Hally" is not "Harold". those are two diffrent names...but whatever). (wierd), they talk alot about the kites.
I think its awsome, the kites.
Sybolic for flying over the sytem and all the problems.
When things get bad..you want to escape.
Sometimes, i wish i had wings so i could fly away from my problems. Dont we all? Some people eat, or shop, or ride their bike..or do drugs. we
all have our escape.
Birds.
I think their the only animal that always looks peaceful. Elegant, and powerful. They never have to be grounded, and they never have to touch the ground.
Like a kite.
The only thing that stands in their way, is other birds.that and maybe the strength of the air....and other animalss....and humans....anmd tall buildings..
PIONT IS....birds a beautiful and they can escape, when we cannot.
They are free, when we are grounded. forever.
I like kites.
I never flew a kite before, but i've seen them. I never got a chance, i was always writing and worknig and busy. But it brings people together.
When it gets warmer, i wanna go fly a kit. that would be awsome.
<3
Hayley Michelle
I like kites.
In master harold, (which i find wierd because "Hally" is not "Harold". those are two diffrent names...but whatever). (wierd), they talk alot about the kites.
I think its awsome, the kites.
Sybolic for flying over the sytem and all the problems.
When things get bad..you want to escape.
Sometimes, i wish i had wings so i could fly away from my problems. Dont we all? Some people eat, or shop, or ride their bike..or do drugs. we
all have our escape.
Birds.
I think their the only animal that always looks peaceful. Elegant, and powerful. They never have to be grounded, and they never have to touch the ground.
Like a kite.
The only thing that stands in their way, is other birds.that and maybe the strength of the air....and other animalss....and humans....anmd tall buildings..
PIONT IS....birds a beautiful and they can escape, when we cannot.
They are free, when we are grounded. forever.
I like kites.
I never flew a kite before, but i've seen them. I never got a chance, i was always writing and worknig and busy. But it brings people together.
When it gets warmer, i wanna go fly a kit. that would be awsome.
<3
Hayley Michelle
I have to journal..so here it is. ta-da.
Ok, i have just relized that i have not blogged about Master Hoarold and the Boys....wich is bad for my grade.
So here it is: JOURNAL NUMERO UNO (now im in the spanish speaking mood. must.have.taco).
i liked it. I finished it, but i cant find anyuthing to blog about! I mean...i have to go back and look at it.
I was alittle...wiered out about Hally's un-happyness about his father coming home. I mean, who doesnt want to see their father.
I understand that life is hard with people with injuries and physical and or mental problems.
in the animal kingdom, they're the first to go (either by natural death or being eaten. Sometiems their eaten by their parents!!!) (god im wierd).
Anywho, it is still your father. A partial helper in your creation. To not want to see your father, or to be with him....baffles me.
Anywho...ya. this is a journal COUNT IT.
<3
Hayley Michelle
So here it is: JOURNAL NUMERO UNO (now im in the spanish speaking mood. must.have.taco).
i liked it. I finished it, but i cant find anyuthing to blog about! I mean...i have to go back and look at it.
I was alittle...wiered out about Hally's un-happyness about his father coming home. I mean, who doesnt want to see their father.
I understand that life is hard with people with injuries and physical and or mental problems.
in the animal kingdom, they're the first to go (either by natural death or being eaten. Sometiems their eaten by their parents!!!) (god im wierd).
Anywho, it is still your father. A partial helper in your creation. To not want to see your father, or to be with him....baffles me.
Anywho...ya. this is a journal COUNT IT.
<3
Hayley Michelle
NATIONAL PISS HAYLEY OFF DAY AND OTHER HOLIDAY'S I DONT LIKE
PG=100
Thats right, everyone! Today is NATIONAL PISS HAYLEY OFF DAY!
grr.
i'm jsut fulllllll of angst.
Everyone is ticking me offf.
my cat.
my friends.
my ex-boyfriends.
my ex -boyfriends friends.
my classmates and certain theater freshmen.
The angst never ends, does it?
i think not.
>=(
ok. My cat is memeowing because he wants attention, my friends are going on a "Skinny Strike" aka (binge starving) and they want me on the banwagon.
Pass.
My ex-boyfriends a numb loser, an d his friends are good peer presure and everyone is treating me like an anorexic little hoe.
And THEATER FRESHMEN.
I know its not my place, and hate is a strong word...bu they are SERIOSUYL GETTING ON MY NERVES.
I know they dont hate me, but they dont like me and they never will.
I, frankly, dont care anymore. I dont care. Its me against the world: i learned tro live with it.
We had to take out the platforms that we PUT IN THE DAY BEFORE. (see..its wierd that didnt bother me...)They freshmen i feel like they dont respect me....
I dont know...they dont want my help, my advise (EVEN THOUGH IM RIGHT).
I feel usless. I want to do something, thats why i'm there.
To
DO SOMETHING.
And it's upseting that they're close and they want nothing to do with me. I mean, i dont care because in 3 years i'm probably not going to remember them. But then again...i could end up being friends with them.
But i HIGHLY doubt that.
I was really syked for mainstage and happy because i thoguht it would bring everyone together. You know, somthing that would bond all the freshmen...bu ti feel as if it's tearing me apart from everyone else.
Its opistes.
I hate opisate. because you dont know if people are being truthful or tellign the opisite of what ithey mean!
You know what else i hate?
MARCH 4.
jk, jk, jk, jk,
I really like them. I have them on my YOUTUBE CHANNEL!!!!
STRAWBERRYYYYYSSS
i lveo that song by them! lmfao.
But i hate march. Its the month that bad things hapen to me. =(
you know what else i hate?!?!
CANADA DAY.
I was board in spanish today becaseu i'm smarter than everyone in there and we are reviewing and i know everything, so was looknig at a calander and july first is...
CANADA DAY!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
now canada OFFICALLY has everyuthing!
I jsut relized that Casey and Hannah are canadian...
!!!!!!!!!!!
I dont hate canadians. I hate CANADA. NOT Canadians.
2 DIFFRENT THINGS!
I'm jsut very envious of canadians, but i hate canada.
Anyways, ya. im ticked.
Hayley Michelle
Thats right, everyone! Today is NATIONAL PISS HAYLEY OFF DAY!
grr.
i'm jsut fulllllll of angst.
Everyone is ticking me offf.
my cat.
my friends.
my ex-boyfriends.
my ex -boyfriends friends.
my classmates and certain theater freshmen.
The angst never ends, does it?
i think not.
>=(
ok. My cat is memeowing because he wants attention, my friends are going on a "Skinny Strike" aka (binge starving) and they want me on the banwagon.
Pass.
My ex-boyfriends a numb loser, an d his friends are good peer presure and everyone is treating me like an anorexic little hoe.
And THEATER FRESHMEN.
I know its not my place, and hate is a strong word...bu they are SERIOSUYL GETTING ON MY NERVES.
I know they dont hate me, but they dont like me and they never will.
I, frankly, dont care anymore. I dont care. Its me against the world: i learned tro live with it.
We had to take out the platforms that we PUT IN THE DAY BEFORE. (see..its wierd that didnt bother me...)They freshmen i feel like they dont respect me....
I dont know...they dont want my help, my advise (EVEN THOUGH IM RIGHT).
I feel usless. I want to do something, thats why i'm there.
To
DO SOMETHING.
And it's upseting that they're close and they want nothing to do with me. I mean, i dont care because in 3 years i'm probably not going to remember them. But then again...i could end up being friends with them.
But i HIGHLY doubt that.
I was really syked for mainstage and happy because i thoguht it would bring everyone together. You know, somthing that would bond all the freshmen...bu ti feel as if it's tearing me apart from everyone else.
Its opistes.
I hate opisate. because you dont know if people are being truthful or tellign the opisite of what ithey mean!
You know what else i hate?
MARCH 4.
jk, jk, jk, jk,
I really like them. I have them on my YOUTUBE CHANNEL!!!!
STRAWBERRYYYYYSSS
i lveo that song by them! lmfao.
But i hate march. Its the month that bad things hapen to me. =(
you know what else i hate?!?!
CANADA DAY.
I was board in spanish today becaseu i'm smarter than everyone in there and we are reviewing and i know everything, so was looknig at a calander and july first is...
CANADA DAY!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
now canada OFFICALLY has everyuthing!
I jsut relized that Casey and Hannah are canadian...
!!!!!!!!!!!
I dont hate canadians. I hate CANADA. NOT Canadians.
2 DIFFRENT THINGS!
I'm jsut very envious of canadians, but i hate canada.
Anyways, ya. im ticked.
Hayley Michelle
Sunday, February 20, 2011
I hate my family.
Pg=100
ugg. I hate my family. they're so stuck up, immature, and INSAINEEEE.
I went to my little nephew's birthday party. (micheal. the only one of my family that i like).
My rich cousins from delware came up.
Yuck.
The first words that came out of their mouth, not a "hello" or "happy birthday micheal" but:
"sorry we're late everyone, we jsut got off the plane from france".
ugg. EVERYTIME my family comes together its always about "one-uping" eachother.
One says he jsut did Open heart surgury,
the other says they jsut one a leagal state case.
The other says that their stocks went up,
and the next thing you know their pulling out wallets to see who's richer.
I hate rich people.
i REALLLY hate my cousin.
I hate him so much...i cant even say his name. lets call him Mr.Dispicable.
Well Mr.Dispicable is SUPER-De-DUPER richhhhhhhhhhhh! He's so rich.... Oprah's havingan interview with his money! He's so rich....when people say "how rich is he?", you say "welllll....".
Ugg.
He's rich because he owns companies that makes shapoos and purfumes and sends them off to company's to buy like "Allure" and "mary kay" and "avon" and "Dove".
And i asked him his providers and i yelled at him because i know some of his providers test on animals.
And he says "well its not my problem. I just sell them the product, its not in my power to decide on how it tests".
And he kept bragging about how he is going to go to puerto rico after the party, and i told him to go and see "dead dog beach" and he should see about volenteering on his visit there!
And he laughed and said "ya. i'll totally be sure to do that on my vacation". with UBER sarcasm!!!!
WHAT A JERK RIGHT?!?!?!
UGGGG! Why am i realate to IDIOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Hayley Michelle
ugg. I hate my family. they're so stuck up, immature, and INSAINEEEE.
I went to my little nephew's birthday party. (micheal. the only one of my family that i like).
My rich cousins from delware came up.
Yuck.
The first words that came out of their mouth, not a "hello" or "happy birthday micheal" but:
"sorry we're late everyone, we jsut got off the plane from france".
ugg. EVERYTIME my family comes together its always about "one-uping" eachother.
One says he jsut did Open heart surgury,
the other says they jsut one a leagal state case.
The other says that their stocks went up,
and the next thing you know their pulling out wallets to see who's richer.
I hate rich people.
i REALLLY hate my cousin.
I hate him so much...i cant even say his name. lets call him Mr.Dispicable.
Well Mr.Dispicable is SUPER-De-DUPER richhhhhhhhhhhh! He's so rich.... Oprah's havingan interview with his money! He's so rich....when people say "how rich is he?", you say "welllll....".
Ugg.
He's rich because he owns companies that makes shapoos and purfumes and sends them off to company's to buy like "Allure" and "mary kay" and "avon" and "Dove".
And i asked him his providers and i yelled at him because i know some of his providers test on animals.
And he says "well its not my problem. I just sell them the product, its not in my power to decide on how it tests".
And he kept bragging about how he is going to go to puerto rico after the party, and i told him to go and see "dead dog beach" and he should see about volenteering on his visit there!
And he laughed and said "ya. i'll totally be sure to do that on my vacation". with UBER sarcasm!!!!
WHAT A JERK RIGHT?!?!?!
UGGGG! Why am i realate to IDIOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Hayley Michelle
FUNNY GIRL
Ok, not Barbra Strisand's..but mine!
I just fin ished writing down my first song that will be put in my musical taht i am writing!
The plot is nowhere to be found, because this musical is about my freshmen year! and that has not yet come to an end...so ya.
But the song is called, "Funny Girl" because i say it so many times. (again. NOT THE SONG FROM FUNNY GIRL).
Its a balled and i really like it. !!!!!
<3
<3
<3
Love,
Hayley Michelle
I just fin ished writing down my first song that will be put in my musical taht i am writing!
The plot is nowhere to be found, because this musical is about my freshmen year! and that has not yet come to an end...so ya.
But the song is called, "Funny Girl" because i say it so many times. (again. NOT THE SONG FROM FUNNY GIRL).
Its a balled and i really like it. !!!!!
<3
<3
<3
Love,
Hayley Michelle
Friday, February 18, 2011
Kissing both with boobs
PG=100
Angry. yes, very angry.
I dont like being taken advantage of.
Ms. Aladren...you're right.
Boys are a waste of my time, because all they want is a nice shot to your chest.
I mean...i know. I've been through alot of adult situations and i dont like talking about it....but you think the world can change.
Butr it doesn't/
It never will.
People...people only see me as a loud Kissing booth with boobs.
I'm more than that.
I think.
I feell.
I'm smart, you know....Im smarter than any other freshmen in my class. And my theater freshmen are smart too..but i really do think im smarter than them.
I jsut do.
And..and im a nice person too. i dont curse, and i like animals.
No one really cares about that.
They dont ask me,
"hey hayley, how's your day?"
or..or "Hey hayley, do you like kats?"
No. they say 'Hey Hayley, can i get a picture of boobs?"
All of them.
I mean...WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK IM SOME WHORE?!?!?!?
I jsutr dont understand it.
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN IT TO ME?! CUZ I DONT GET IT.
You say...that love exisits. and the world is kind, and happy ending are real.
But i've been through so much shit...i can belvie in that.
I cant belive in fairy princesses...or true love's kiss...
I belive in fuck and run.
Because i nthe mourning...they wont remeber anything about you, or the moments you shared, or the intemancy and cuddling.the only thing their going to be thinknig is "I jsut got laid. Lets see what else i can get her to do.".
Because guys? are dicks.
I mean, they dont take no for an answer. I'm not a slut. I dont go around having sex. I belive in sex after marrige. But...i've been screwed over so many times....
I think thats why i keep dating. Even thoghu i dont belive in love, or anything...i still do it.
I like getting hurt. And abused by asses.
But why? thats what i dont understand.
I dont really like getting into all of this...because certaint people read my blogs that shouldn't know what happens to me....but this sin't the first time.
And when i say i've been "abused" in relationships....sometimes they're just guys that fallow me around and try to get away with things i wont let.
Its hard, being me.
I remeber, when we first got into the whole matter of love in class. Everyone was out, (senoirs went to Ohio roadtrip). and we were watching 300 days of sumemer.
everyone was saying "Summer's such a terrible person."
But she's not. She's realistic. Because thats real life. She gets it.
And then u i said something, and they all began hating on me. and i tried to explain, and i brought up on how "i've been put in adult situations before" and then Adjenea came in saying "You dont know adult. I've raise kids, and taken care of an entire houshold..and blah blah blah blah".
Thats not what i'm talking about.
Dont you get it? i understand, that she's had it hard....but so have i.
Its hard talking about it...because most say they dont wanna hear it.
Sometimes, i dont even wanna hear it.
Because its har dot belive that somethings happen in the world.
But they do.
Because the world? sucks balls.
And that's the truth: like it or not.
I was reading hamlet today. I dont even remember why, but i was.
To be or not to be: that is the question.
It really is. To live or to die. You can end suffering, so why not? i mean...think about it.
To sleep, forever. to dream, to not be burdened with the hardships of life.....
i got really dark last year...adn things went all kinds of wrong for me....So i answered the question.
To be or not to be..that really is a good question.
I decided not to be.
But i failed at that.
So...here i am....
I mean...now i choose to be...but i sure cant wait until the day i get to find at the correc t answer to this impossible question.
When i get the chance to explore the barren country in which no travller has'th returned from.
Hayley Michelle
Angry. yes, very angry.
I dont like being taken advantage of.
Ms. Aladren...you're right.
Boys are a waste of my time, because all they want is a nice shot to your chest.
I mean...i know. I've been through alot of adult situations and i dont like talking about it....but you think the world can change.
Butr it doesn't/
It never will.
People...people only see me as a loud Kissing booth with boobs.
I'm more than that.
I think.
I feell.
I'm smart, you know....Im smarter than any other freshmen in my class. And my theater freshmen are smart too..but i really do think im smarter than them.
I jsut do.
And..and im a nice person too. i dont curse, and i like animals.
No one really cares about that.
They dont ask me,
"hey hayley, how's your day?"
or..or "Hey hayley, do you like kats?"
No. they say 'Hey Hayley, can i get a picture of boobs?"
All of them.
I mean...WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK IM SOME WHORE?!?!?!?
I jsutr dont understand it.
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN IT TO ME?! CUZ I DONT GET IT.
You say...that love exisits. and the world is kind, and happy ending are real.
But i've been through so much shit...i can belvie in that.
I cant belive in fairy princesses...or true love's kiss...
I belive in fuck and run.
Because i nthe mourning...they wont remeber anything about you, or the moments you shared, or the intemancy and cuddling.the only thing their going to be thinknig is "I jsut got laid. Lets see what else i can get her to do.".
Because guys? are dicks.
I mean, they dont take no for an answer. I'm not a slut. I dont go around having sex. I belive in sex after marrige. But...i've been screwed over so many times....
I think thats why i keep dating. Even thoghu i dont belive in love, or anything...i still do it.
I like getting hurt. And abused by asses.
But why? thats what i dont understand.
I dont really like getting into all of this...because certaint people read my blogs that shouldn't know what happens to me....but this sin't the first time.
And when i say i've been "abused" in relationships....sometimes they're just guys that fallow me around and try to get away with things i wont let.
Its hard, being me.
I remeber, when we first got into the whole matter of love in class. Everyone was out, (senoirs went to Ohio roadtrip). and we were watching 300 days of sumemer.
everyone was saying "Summer's such a terrible person."
But she's not. She's realistic. Because thats real life. She gets it.
And then u i said something, and they all began hating on me. and i tried to explain, and i brought up on how "i've been put in adult situations before" and then Adjenea came in saying "You dont know adult. I've raise kids, and taken care of an entire houshold..and blah blah blah blah".
Thats not what i'm talking about.
Dont you get it? i understand, that she's had it hard....but so have i.
Its hard talking about it...because most say they dont wanna hear it.
Sometimes, i dont even wanna hear it.
Because its har dot belive that somethings happen in the world.
But they do.
Because the world? sucks balls.
And that's the truth: like it or not.
I was reading hamlet today. I dont even remember why, but i was.
To be or not to be: that is the question.
It really is. To live or to die. You can end suffering, so why not? i mean...think about it.
To sleep, forever. to dream, to not be burdened with the hardships of life.....
i got really dark last year...adn things went all kinds of wrong for me....So i answered the question.
To be or not to be..that really is a good question.
I decided not to be.
But i failed at that.
So...here i am....
I mean...now i choose to be...but i sure cant wait until the day i get to find at the correc t answer to this impossible question.
When i get the chance to explore the barren country in which no travller has'th returned from.
Hayley Michelle
Thursday, February 17, 2011
TOGA PARTY
PG=100
All i have to say is:
Baby
Jesus.
Yes. i said it.
WOOP! THERE IT IS!!!!
hahaha, Gabe and Glen are guddo babies. (seniors filming for Comedy Of errors...i think. at this piont i have no clue what is going on. All i know is thatr Guiddo babies look like the blues brothers. And i get to hit things with a paper bag. So im happy).
Ok. So we had a fire drill today, and Gabe (in his diper. yes. DIPER). had to put on a towel to cover it up, for health reasons i guess. (glenn did the same) (yes, he too was wearing a diper) (but gabe's is so much funnier. Gleen....ya. its just random, because he doesn't look like jesus).
SO He drapped it around him like a toga. And posed like Jesus!!!!!
L
M
F
A
O
And the funniest thing was, me being the jew, was jesus's halo. And we being the two jews, portrayed the spitting image of crist.
I mean ,jesus WAS jewish...but he is a symbol for not jewish peoples. So...a bit of a sytr, if you ask me...
NOT to be confussed with the hot mythical creater, Sytar....Half pony and half Gerald Butler.
Love,
Hayley Michelle
All i have to say is:
Baby
Jesus.
Yes. i said it.
WOOP! THERE IT IS!!!!
hahaha, Gabe and Glen are guddo babies. (seniors filming for Comedy Of errors...i think. at this piont i have no clue what is going on. All i know is thatr Guiddo babies look like the blues brothers. And i get to hit things with a paper bag. So im happy).
Ok. So we had a fire drill today, and Gabe (in his diper. yes. DIPER). had to put on a towel to cover it up, for health reasons i guess. (glenn did the same) (yes, he too was wearing a diper) (but gabe's is so much funnier. Gleen....ya. its just random, because he doesn't look like jesus).
SO He drapped it around him like a toga. And posed like Jesus!!!!!
L
M
F
A
O
And the funniest thing was, me being the jew, was jesus's halo. And we being the two jews, portrayed the spitting image of crist.
I mean ,jesus WAS jewish...but he is a symbol for not jewish peoples. So...a bit of a sytr, if you ask me...
NOT to be confussed with the hot mythical creater, Sytar....Half pony and half Gerald Butler.
Love,
Hayley Michelle
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
PUNCH BUGGY BLUE
PG=100
PUNCH BUGGY! GOTTCHA! lmfao. on the bus, goign home. (bus was late).I have spackel in between my toes.
i was really hyper today. My A$$ was sticking out, and Gabve was playing graduation music.
ALSO our set desighner, Lea...is really nice. <3
Going to have fun working on main stage! Reading Comedyt of Errors.
I've read it before, but like...in 5th grade. so this is me re-reading it, and it is SO much funnier than i remembered.
!!!!!!!!
Working on my plays:
Flowers & Whores (about my New Years eve party)
Queen of the Dammed (about a futuristic murder trial in a society like Anthem)
One of Them ( We are one, society. About teen issues and sucicde)
dear Brother Charlie ( over-dramatics. Murder case of a brother riveraly and law).
HAVEING A BLAST!
I need to sit downand FOCUSSSSSSSS on one of them. I will probably hand in Queen of the Dammed or Flowers and Whores for my final. ALSO re-writing I, The Forgotten.
Ms.Aladren said she was alittle disapionted in me on it.
I mean...it felt bad, but thats still good! Because she expected me to be awosme! Which is good!
I mean, its not goo dhtat i let her down and everything...But this marking period will be ALOT BETTER!
AND I WILL SPELL EVERYTHING CORRRECTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is also a new post on my new blog :"Its not Raining Men...Sorry".
CHECK IT OUT OR THE CANADIANS WIN!
http://itsnotrainingmensorry.blogspot.com/2011/02/god-hates-me.html
Love (Forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
PUNCH BUGGY! GOTTCHA! lmfao. on the bus, goign home. (bus was late).I have spackel in between my toes.
i was really hyper today. My A$$ was sticking out, and Gabve was playing graduation music.
ALSO our set desighner, Lea...is really nice. <3
Going to have fun working on main stage! Reading Comedyt of Errors.
I've read it before, but like...in 5th grade. so this is me re-reading it, and it is SO much funnier than i remembered.
!!!!!!!!
Working on my plays:
Flowers & Whores (about my New Years eve party)
Queen of the Dammed (about a futuristic murder trial in a society like Anthem)
One of Them ( We are one, society. About teen issues and sucicde)
dear Brother Charlie ( over-dramatics. Murder case of a brother riveraly and law).
HAVEING A BLAST!
I need to sit downand FOCUSSSSSSSS on one of them. I will probably hand in Queen of the Dammed or Flowers and Whores for my final. ALSO re-writing I, The Forgotten.
Ms.Aladren said she was alittle disapionted in me on it.
I mean...it felt bad, but thats still good! Because she expected me to be awosme! Which is good!
I mean, its not goo dhtat i let her down and everything...But this marking period will be ALOT BETTER!
AND I WILL SPELL EVERYTHING CORRRECTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is also a new post on my new blog :"Its not Raining Men...Sorry".
CHECK IT OUT OR THE CANADIANS WIN!
http://itsnotrainingmensorry.blogspot.com/2011/02/god-hates-me.html
Love (Forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Elvis and kurt Hummle?
Pg=100
Theater was fun today. ALMOST WENT AN ENTIRE DAY WITHOUT BOYS.
Epic fail. epic fail. epic fail.
I kissed John and some dude who's name i cant remember.
GOD that makes me sound like a whore.......
we were trying out diffrent lip glosses.....................
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on the bright side....BRIAN LOOKED LIKE THE CHILD OF ELVIS AND KURT HUMMLE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE also worked on blocking for Scene I, Act II of COmedy Of Errors.
Still cant live down my report.
Alshia brused her buttox. hahahaha. funny word.
BUTTOXXXXXXX
hahahahha, im so immature...hahahahaha.
anywho. Master Harold and the boys, almost done. Gonna start reading Comedy of errors and writing down my blocking. <3
Love (forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
OOOOOO! BEFORE I FORGET! I am also going to create a NEW blog about my quest for self indepence, adn free myself from boys for an entire year!!!!!! Will pot a link to it later.
<3
ok, offically gonig now.
<3
Hayley Michelle
Theater was fun today. ALMOST WENT AN ENTIRE DAY WITHOUT BOYS.
Epic fail. epic fail. epic fail.
I kissed John and some dude who's name i cant remember.
GOD that makes me sound like a whore.......
we were trying out diffrent lip glosses.....................
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on the bright side....BRIAN LOOKED LIKE THE CHILD OF ELVIS AND KURT HUMMLE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE also worked on blocking for Scene I, Act II of COmedy Of Errors.
Still cant live down my report.
Alshia brused her buttox. hahahaha. funny word.
BUTTOXXXXXXX
hahahahha, im so immature...hahahahaha.
anywho. Master Harold and the boys, almost done. Gonna start reading Comedy of errors and writing down my blocking. <3
Love (forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
OOOOOO! BEFORE I FORGET! I am also going to create a NEW blog about my quest for self indepence, adn free myself from boys for an entire year!!!!!! Will pot a link to it later.
<3
ok, offically gonig now.
<3
Hayley Michelle
Monday, February 14, 2011
COUNT DOWN TO DATING
PG=100
I stayed after and teched for Main stage...but i dont really think i deserve the extra credit. ( i mean, i have NO PROBLEM excepting it...)
Today i got stood up for the first time.
So i didn't mean to stay after...but i did.
Afterwards i went to the mall for some quick retail theropy and took a few grass shots.
=(
I feel terrrible.
Aladren read my report today in class; FUNNNYYYYYYY.
I feel so bad. Worried that Cleo Mack may possibly hate me because i didnt everything wrong in my review: GOOD NEWS! aladren liked it, no matter how terrible my grammar was, and i got all my facts wrong.
So today isn't a total loss.
ms. Aladren says i need to stop being boy crazy.
IMPOSSIBLEEEEEE
But i will try.
I am going to try and go an ENTIRE YEAR, without dating. I'm sorry, but not being able to iss a boy is out of the question. But Dating, and relationships i can managdge.
So next year on V-day....i will be able to date again.
Wish me luck,
( I AM SERIOUSLY GOING TO NEED IT BECAUSE I AM SUPER BOY CRAZY!!!)
Hayley Michelle
I stayed after and teched for Main stage...but i dont really think i deserve the extra credit. ( i mean, i have NO PROBLEM excepting it...)
Today i got stood up for the first time.
So i didn't mean to stay after...but i did.
Afterwards i went to the mall for some quick retail theropy and took a few grass shots.
=(
I feel terrrible.
Aladren read my report today in class; FUNNNYYYYYYY.
I feel so bad. Worried that Cleo Mack may possibly hate me because i didnt everything wrong in my review: GOOD NEWS! aladren liked it, no matter how terrible my grammar was, and i got all my facts wrong.
So today isn't a total loss.
ms. Aladren says i need to stop being boy crazy.
IMPOSSIBLEEEEEE
But i will try.
I am going to try and go an ENTIRE YEAR, without dating. I'm sorry, but not being able to iss a boy is out of the question. But Dating, and relationships i can managdge.
So next year on V-day....i will be able to date again.
Wish me luck,
( I AM SERIOUSLY GOING TO NEED IT BECAUSE I AM SUPER BOY CRAZY!!!)
Hayley Michelle
Sunday, February 13, 2011
I Apoligize, but not for my existance
Pg=100
Im so pissed right now, its not even funny. I mean, i am just very ,,,angsty.
I just have a question: Am i offending?
I mean, i know i am, because my catchfrase is.."No offense". but i mean...am i REALLY offensive?
I was texting a "friend", you know..the one that said he was a skin head and hated me? well he calls me up talking about how his life is so happy..and here i am sitting missrable all alone with no one but my guitar, and i was thinking "Why the fudge are you telling me this?" so i said just that.
And then he was talknig about how he had "issues, and is a creeper" and me, being just too damn nice complemented him and then he told me all this gross stuff he does that makes him a creeper.
And i really didn't want to talk to him, so i was thinking about Brian's monolugue from Dog Sees God (With a few minor adjustments. because his dog didn't die, he's being forced out of vo-tech because he's a low life), but then i decide to tell him that his life doesn't suck and he should just enjoy it.
And he replies with this..AND I QUOTE!!!!:
"I Cant...thats just how i am...you would know that but your to busy going 'omg i found a penny'..and yes i do know about that day :P "
i flipped him off.
HOW OFFENSIVE IS THAT!!!!!!! SUPPPPERRRRRRRRRRRR
I know im known for that...but when i hear someone else say that..i...i feel terrible.....
So from now on...i will never tell another jew joke.
So there goes my funny: i guess its better to not be funny, then to be funny and hurt others.
Right?
Hayley Michelle
Im so pissed right now, its not even funny. I mean, i am just very ,,,angsty.
I just have a question: Am i offending?
I mean, i know i am, because my catchfrase is.."No offense". but i mean...am i REALLY offensive?
I was texting a "friend", you know..the one that said he was a skin head and hated me? well he calls me up talking about how his life is so happy..and here i am sitting missrable all alone with no one but my guitar, and i was thinking "Why the fudge are you telling me this?" so i said just that.
And then he was talknig about how he had "issues, and is a creeper" and me, being just too damn nice complemented him and then he told me all this gross stuff he does that makes him a creeper.
And i really didn't want to talk to him, so i was thinking about Brian's monolugue from Dog Sees God (With a few minor adjustments. because his dog didn't die, he's being forced out of vo-tech because he's a low life), but then i decide to tell him that his life doesn't suck and he should just enjoy it.
And he replies with this..AND I QUOTE!!!!:
"I Cant...thats just how i am...you would know that but your to busy going 'omg i found a penny'..and yes i do know about that day :P "
i flipped him off.
HOW OFFENSIVE IS THAT!!!!!!! SUPPPPERRRRRRRRRRRR
I know im known for that...but when i hear someone else say that..i...i feel terrible.....
So from now on...i will never tell another jew joke.
So there goes my funny: i guess its better to not be funny, then to be funny and hurt others.
Right?
Hayley Michelle
Friday, February 11, 2011
SURVIVING HIGHSCHOOL: THE MUSICIAL
PG=100
Ok, i'm debating weather or not to write a musical.
It would be fun...but also hard.....hmmm....and wierd because i'm not entirely sure on HOW to do that...but i willz!
hahaha, my friends (whom have been fallowing my blog. HELLO READERS OUT THERE!!!) say i should write a muiscal about Freshmen year.
You know..the stuff that i dont talk about like what REALLLY happened at my New Year's Party....Richard and John and Manny....and all my fun being in the Preformaing Arts Program. and mostly..THIS BLOG!
Its the only thing that's keeping me from going bokners. (lmfao...bonkers? hahaha, funny word. )
Also, reading Master Harold and the Boys.
Now, getting back to fun topics....PRESIDENT MUFASA HAS STEPPED DOWN!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...i aws talking to my friend about it over vegan pizza at Whole Foods and i said the president of Egypt's name wrong!
Instead of Mummbarack, i said "MUFASSAAA!!!'" lmfao! THE LION KING ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!!
But, being ceral now...its great that Egypt is getting some freedom.
Now this can go 2 ways:
1. REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Bad
2. Totally epically AWSOME
So lets hope for the 2nd choice!
Love (Forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
Ps
YOU LOST THE GAME
Ok, i'm debating weather or not to write a musical.
It would be fun...but also hard.....hmmm....and wierd because i'm not entirely sure on HOW to do that...but i willz!
hahaha, my friends (whom have been fallowing my blog. HELLO READERS OUT THERE!!!) say i should write a muiscal about Freshmen year.
You know..the stuff that i dont talk about like what REALLLY happened at my New Year's Party....Richard and John and Manny....and all my fun being in the Preformaing Arts Program. and mostly..THIS BLOG!
Its the only thing that's keeping me from going bokners. (lmfao...bonkers? hahaha, funny word. )
Also, reading Master Harold and the Boys.
Now, getting back to fun topics....PRESIDENT MUFASA HAS STEPPED DOWN!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...i aws talking to my friend about it over vegan pizza at Whole Foods and i said the president of Egypt's name wrong!
Instead of Mummbarack, i said "MUFASSAAA!!!'" lmfao! THE LION KING ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!!
But, being ceral now...its great that Egypt is getting some freedom.
Now this can go 2 ways:
1. REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Bad
2. Totally epically AWSOME
So lets hope for the 2nd choice!
Love (Forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
Ps
YOU LOST THE GAME
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Master Harold & The Boys
In the play..they are talking about Dancing (going back to the first act), they are doing Ballroom.
I lvoe ballroom dancing. I used to do ballroom dancing...until my partner quit because i was Jewish and i sucked at dancing.
But i had LOTS of fun. The jitterbug and the jive ( i was surprissingly good at..and by good, i mean i didn't completly fudge it up), and i never got to actually dance the foxtrot and the Quickstep...but i know of them.
dance has always played an importnat role in history and theater. and i can relate to it..so...ya.
GETTING PEDI CURES NOW TO RELESE MY STRESS WRINKELS ABOUT JOHN!!!!
Buh-bye <3 <3 <3
Hayley Michelle
I lvoe ballroom dancing. I used to do ballroom dancing...until my partner quit because i was Jewish and i sucked at dancing.
But i had LOTS of fun. The jitterbug and the jive ( i was surprissingly good at..and by good, i mean i didn't completly fudge it up), and i never got to actually dance the foxtrot and the Quickstep...but i know of them.
dance has always played an importnat role in history and theater. and i can relate to it..so...ya.
GETTING PEDI CURES NOW TO RELESE MY STRESS WRINKELS ABOUT JOHN!!!!
Buh-bye <3 <3 <3
Hayley Michelle
Anyone got a lgihter i can borrow?
Guess waht? i might have more in common with my monolugue than i thoguht.
John, my terrrible over dramatic boyfriend that i jsut broke up with is throwing a diva tantrum and is saying he will screw main stage, and make me look like an a terrible freshie and...IMMA LIGHT HIM ON FIRE!
i tried being nice..but now imma cut him.
GIVE ME A LGIHTERRRRRRRR
Hayley Michelle
John, my terrrible over dramatic boyfriend that i jsut broke up with is throwing a diva tantrum and is saying he will screw main stage, and make me look like an a terrible freshie and...IMMA LIGHT HIM ON FIRE!
i tried being nice..but now imma cut him.
GIVE ME A LGIHTERRRRRRRR
Hayley Michelle
SINGLE AND O-SO HAPPY
PG=100
GREAT NEWS!!!!
I MIGHT GO T CANADA!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?!?! I CAN GO AND DISCOVER MORE JOKES ABOU THEM!!! I CAN GO DROP A PENNY OFF OF NIAGRA FALLS! I CAN TAKE PICTURES WITH THE NATIVES!!!! I CAN BRING HOME SAMPLES OF "CANADIAN BACON" AND HAM AND ACTUAL BACON AND COMPAIR THEM ON A PINK CHART!!!!!
EXCITMENT!!!!!!
Hahaha, planing Sumer vactation and i am looking into either going to Phuket in Thia Land or Canada, or maybe recording alittle or going on tour with Olivia and her dad.
CANT WAIT!
Anywho...Today was Thaeter finals...i was very surprised tha ti wasn't last on on the list (4th from top). Good, but i still have alot to work on. I think i need as new monolugue.
I mean, i am still working on it...but i need something that is really good for me. Ms.Aladren said that you dont work a monolugue, the monolugue works you.
A good monolugue is something you can relate to and you can fit.
Im not pregnant,nor will i ever be. i mean....im one of the nigges teen mom haters out there...so this monolugue isn't good for me. But on the other hand...i AM phycotic and i would set a girl on fire...but i dont own a lighter.... i have also been....well lets not get into that.....hahahaha.
Broke up with my BF today. I am SO excited for V-day. Going on "dates...and by dates i mean making everyone else's V-day not so great.
First i'm gonig to be an awsome freshie and go to rehersal for Main stage and help out.
After that, im gonig to see a movie with this guy from my Gym class, kick his ass in terminator, and then play pranks on the guys that work at Game stop.
and then after that i'm going to Butterfly park with this joniour from EB high. I lvoe that place, i know ALL about it.
Last date i went on through Butterfly park was with this guy named Travis. HE GOT US LOST! I found our way out, and it was one of THE WORST DATES EVER!!!!
But this time will be fun, because it will be like a winter wonderland. <3
CANT WAIT!
Love (Forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
GREAT NEWS!!!!
I MIGHT GO T CANADA!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?!?! I CAN GO AND DISCOVER MORE JOKES ABOU THEM!!! I CAN GO DROP A PENNY OFF OF NIAGRA FALLS! I CAN TAKE PICTURES WITH THE NATIVES!!!! I CAN BRING HOME SAMPLES OF "CANADIAN BACON" AND HAM AND ACTUAL BACON AND COMPAIR THEM ON A PINK CHART!!!!!
EXCITMENT!!!!!!
Hahaha, planing Sumer vactation and i am looking into either going to Phuket in Thia Land or Canada, or maybe recording alittle or going on tour with Olivia and her dad.
CANT WAIT!
Anywho...Today was Thaeter finals...i was very surprised tha ti wasn't last on on the list (4th from top). Good, but i still have alot to work on. I think i need as new monolugue.
I mean, i am still working on it...but i need something that is really good for me. Ms.Aladren said that you dont work a monolugue, the monolugue works you.
A good monolugue is something you can relate to and you can fit.
Im not pregnant,nor will i ever be. i mean....im one of the nigges teen mom haters out there...so this monolugue isn't good for me. But on the other hand...i AM phycotic and i would set a girl on fire...but i dont own a lighter.... i have also been....well lets not get into that.....hahahaha.
Broke up with my BF today. I am SO excited for V-day. Going on "dates...and by dates i mean making everyone else's V-day not so great.
First i'm gonig to be an awsome freshie and go to rehersal for Main stage and help out.
After that, im gonig to see a movie with this guy from my Gym class, kick his ass in terminator, and then play pranks on the guys that work at Game stop.
and then after that i'm going to Butterfly park with this joniour from EB high. I lvoe that place, i know ALL about it.
Last date i went on through Butterfly park was with this guy named Travis. HE GOT US LOST! I found our way out, and it was one of THE WORST DATES EVER!!!!
But this time will be fun, because it will be like a winter wonderland. <3
CANT WAIT!
Love (Forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
DIVA'S LAMENTTT
PG=100 ( i stayed after for showcase and helped, so i dont think i have to blog...but this is also a journal/blog. a "Blogal" or a "jornog".....hmmmm....)
ANGRY AS PIGONS!
aparetnly i swore TWICE today!!!
AHHHH!!! IM TURNING INTO A CANADIAN TRUCK DRIVER!!!! AHHH!!! (That or my ouncle).
Did terrible on my monoluge, but im working on it. Aparently the way i stand makes me look like i have to pee all the time...interesting?
Anyawys, fighting with john....ugg...he is more of a dramam queen than ME!!!!!
Reading Master Harold & the Boys. Relaly enjoying it. it was NOTHING i thought it would be.
I SWEAR TO HIGH HOLY HOGWASH THAT Boys Life was Master Harold & The Boys.
I literally thought they were the same exact play....i was soooo wrong. lmfao. hahahaha, taking pills now. ugg. i hate this. Its flaxid oil, fish extract, and lotus flower roots. I ned to be strong and healthy nd LESS FAT.
Wore falsies today. Going in for perminant make-up soon. Iw as gonig today...but stuff came up. =(
On the bright side...I LOOKED AWSOME.
Also made a list of things i want to do before i die (or senior year. eaither or):
echem....
1. Prove the existance of Narwalz
2. Write a musical with my own original compusitions
3. Sing Diva's Lament from Spamolot with full acompany on piano.
4. Win Student of the month at least once
5. Throw a house part y (check-and check)
6. Meet Santa
7. Be in a film
8. Adopt a penguin and name it "Charlie Chaplin"
9. Recover all teeth from tooth fairy
10. teach my cat how to sing a duet with me and enter it in a film festival
11. write book with all my blogs in it
12. quite drinking coffee
13. go to canada so i can make fun of it some more
14. Go to (and or be honnered) at the Kenedy Center Honnors.
15. Play the world's smallest violin
16. Write a play for every quarter until collage
17. get a doctorate degree
18. adopt a child from africa
19. punch snooki in the nose
20. Geta 100 in theater
Love (forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
ANGRY AS PIGONS!
aparetnly i swore TWICE today!!!
AHHHH!!! IM TURNING INTO A CANADIAN TRUCK DRIVER!!!! AHHH!!! (That or my ouncle).
Did terrible on my monoluge, but im working on it. Aparently the way i stand makes me look like i have to pee all the time...interesting?
Anyawys, fighting with john....ugg...he is more of a dramam queen than ME!!!!!
Reading Master Harold & the Boys. Relaly enjoying it. it was NOTHING i thought it would be.
I SWEAR TO HIGH HOLY HOGWASH THAT Boys Life was Master Harold & The Boys.
I literally thought they were the same exact play....i was soooo wrong. lmfao. hahahaha, taking pills now. ugg. i hate this. Its flaxid oil, fish extract, and lotus flower roots. I ned to be strong and healthy nd LESS FAT.
Wore falsies today. Going in for perminant make-up soon. Iw as gonig today...but stuff came up. =(
On the bright side...I LOOKED AWSOME.
Also made a list of things i want to do before i die (or senior year. eaither or):
echem....
1. Prove the existance of Narwalz
2. Write a musical with my own original compusitions
3. Sing Diva's Lament from Spamolot with full acompany on piano.
4. Win Student of the month at least once
5. Throw a house part y (check-and check)
6. Meet Santa
7. Be in a film
8. Adopt a penguin and name it "Charlie Chaplin"
9. Recover all teeth from tooth fairy
10. teach my cat how to sing a duet with me and enter it in a film festival
11. write book with all my blogs in it
12. quite drinking coffee
13. go to canada so i can make fun of it some more
14. Go to (and or be honnered) at the Kenedy Center Honnors.
15. Play the world's smallest violin
16. Write a play for every quarter until collage
17. get a doctorate degree
18. adopt a child from africa
19. punch snooki in the nose
20. Geta 100 in theater
Love (forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
HEY, JEWSSSSSSS
PG=100
ok. first off, hi. working on my play that i was so excited about, and i turned down the role of easther and the chance to direct my Temple's Purim Schpeel....upset.
The preformance fall sout on the saturday we re hanging lights.
i always play esther, but they wanted me to direct! oh wellz, i know that our cantrow ill do great.
I love him: he went to Lee-Strausburg school of music and he also was on boardway (or off-broadway...i dkonw ill ask again), in La Cage!!!! <3 <3 <3
I have faith in them that theyt will do good> i mean, im easther EVERY YEAR...let some other girl have a shot.
This year, we are doing all the musioc from the beatles and "hey, Jude" is now "hey, jews".
!!! <3 <3 <3 !!!
Getting back on track, i felt really confident and happy about classes discussion today. i was talknig to john in th hallway about
"how i kew everything in theater calss today!" and ms.aladren walks by (ovbiously hearing me) and saysing "goodbye hayley.."with this EVILLLLL smile.
Its been imprinted in my fore-head.
AGGG!!!
See...thats not what i ment. I liuke...understood what we were talking about. I felt all modern and when we talk about things i understand...i get quite and i smile alot and i felt good! THATS WHAT I MENT!
Also Ashley told me that i was a Know-it-all-goody-too-shoes in history.
She's nice. I dont know...we were talknig about life nad teen mom's ands "other things" or things we've done that we regret and stuff...and i now respect and fear her.
I also feel alittle upset. I mean...i feel like a bad person.
I dont know...but i really have a new found high respect for her...and people of edision. Also fear.
Mainly fear.
Anywho...working on my play.
Starting to read Master Harold and the boys...tomarrow. SORRY! But i have had alottt to do. WILL BLOG ALOT SO MY GRADE WILL GO UP! I PROMISE!!!!
Love (Forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
ok. first off, hi. working on my play that i was so excited about, and i turned down the role of easther and the chance to direct my Temple's Purim Schpeel....upset.
The preformance fall sout on the saturday we re hanging lights.
i always play esther, but they wanted me to direct! oh wellz, i know that our cantrow ill do great.
I love him: he went to Lee-Strausburg school of music and he also was on boardway (or off-broadway...i dkonw ill ask again), in La Cage!!!! <3 <3 <3
I have faith in them that theyt will do good> i mean, im easther EVERY YEAR...let some other girl have a shot.
This year, we are doing all the musioc from the beatles and "hey, Jude" is now "hey, jews".
!!! <3 <3 <3 !!!
Getting back on track, i felt really confident and happy about classes discussion today. i was talknig to john in th hallway about
"how i kew everything in theater calss today!" and ms.aladren walks by (ovbiously hearing me) and saysing "goodbye hayley.."with this EVILLLLL smile.
Its been imprinted in my fore-head.
AGGG!!!
See...thats not what i ment. I liuke...understood what we were talking about. I felt all modern and when we talk about things i understand...i get quite and i smile alot and i felt good! THATS WHAT I MENT!
Also Ashley told me that i was a Know-it-all-goody-too-shoes in history.
She's nice. I dont know...we were talknig about life nad teen mom's ands "other things" or things we've done that we regret and stuff...and i now respect and fear her.
I also feel alittle upset. I mean...i feel like a bad person.
I dont know...but i really have a new found high respect for her...and people of edision. Also fear.
Mainly fear.
Anywho...working on my play.
Starting to read Master Harold and the boys...tomarrow. SORRY! But i have had alottt to do. WILL BLOG ALOT SO MY GRADE WILL GO UP! I PROMISE!!!!
Love (Forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
Queen Of the Dammned
PG=SUCH A BIG NUMBER THAT YOU CANNOT FATHOM IT.
SUPER EXCITED. JSUT STARTING WRITING MY MOST DARING,SEXIST, MINIMALIST,PLAY EVER. EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE TALK WE HAD TODAY IN THEATER, REALLY HELPED.
THANK YOU MS.ALADREN FOR EVERYTHING! LAUNGADGE, FREEDOM, ANIMALS, LIFE.
I CANT WAIT: THIS WILL BE MY FINAL THING FOR 3RD MARKLING PERIOD! IM IN CAPSS!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, GOING BAKC TO WRITE MORE. EXCITED!!!!!!!!!
HAYLEY MICHELLE
SUPER EXCITED. JSUT STARTING WRITING MY MOST DARING,SEXIST, MINIMALIST,PLAY EVER. EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE TALK WE HAD TODAY IN THEATER, REALLY HELPED.
THANK YOU MS.ALADREN FOR EVERYTHING! LAUNGADGE, FREEDOM, ANIMALS, LIFE.
I CANT WAIT: THIS WILL BE MY FINAL THING FOR 3RD MARKLING PERIOD! IM IN CAPSS!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, GOING BAKC TO WRITE MORE. EXCITED!!!!!!!!!
HAYLEY MICHELLE
Monday, February 7, 2011
O...M....F.....G.....
Pg=312847128564-5657483984576574839209348753
I just finished watching the First Lord of the rings movie....for the first time....
(saw part of it this week, but fell asleep. finished it today).
HOLLYYYY FUDGEEEEEEE BALLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMFG!!!! I didn't know that things like that exisited!!!
It blew my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I feel so modern, but it was put out awhile ago.
I CANT BELIVE I NEVER SAW THE MOVIES BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Going to start the second movie later this week!!
EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love, (My precious)
Hayley Michelle
I just finished watching the First Lord of the rings movie....for the first time....
(saw part of it this week, but fell asleep. finished it today).
HOLLYYYY FUDGEEEEEEE BALLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMFG!!!! I didn't know that things like that exisited!!!
It blew my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I feel so modern, but it was put out awhile ago.
I CANT BELIVE I NEVER SAW THE MOVIES BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Going to start the second movie later this week!!
EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love, (My precious)
Hayley Michelle
Finishing Mud
just doing a recap on md, ( i dont recall blogging on it....0 starting Master Harold and the Boy's tommarrow.
Now....Aladren said that she gets worried when i say what i truely think about plays like this...so i'm going to lie.
...
I love it! It was amazing! I can understand and relate to the characters, and i dont think it was the worst thing i have ever read...and that inclueds my little 4 year old's cusins "how i learned how to use the potty" poem.
....
I just didn't have enough time to understand. i only read it twice...and i didnt like it. I dont understand why people think its great...i hated it. But art is about oppinion. I can look at it like trash, and anothyer thinks its amazing!
Thats the beauty of art..."one day your in, and the next day your out".
(GO HEDI KLUM!)
anways, overal? I would rather scratch my eyes out than read it again...but i will eventually go back to it, becasue if i want to be an artist..i have to understand something from ALL pionts of view.
ugg.
Hayley Michelle
Now....Aladren said that she gets worried when i say what i truely think about plays like this...so i'm going to lie.
...
I love it! It was amazing! I can understand and relate to the characters, and i dont think it was the worst thing i have ever read...and that inclueds my little 4 year old's cusins "how i learned how to use the potty" poem.
....
I just didn't have enough time to understand. i only read it twice...and i didnt like it. I dont understand why people think its great...i hated it. But art is about oppinion. I can look at it like trash, and anothyer thinks its amazing!
Thats the beauty of art..."one day your in, and the next day your out".
(GO HEDI KLUM!)
anways, overal? I would rather scratch my eyes out than read it again...but i will eventually go back to it, becasue if i want to be an artist..i have to understand something from ALL pionts of view.
ugg.
Hayley Michelle
THIS BLOG WAS WRITTEN BY THE DAMN CANADIAN'S
PG=100
hello everyone.
sometimes, i go into a blog knowning what i am going to write...but in this case i have NOTHING ON MY MIND.
No thoughts= no funny.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!
THE CANDIANS HAVE ONE! WE'RE ALL DOOOMED!!!
THEY'RE CLIMBING YOUR WINDOWSILL
SNATCHING YOU PEOPLE UP
HIDE YOUR KIDS
HIDE YOUR WIFE
HIDE YOUR HUSBAND<
CUZ THEY RAPING EVERYONR OUT HERE!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
so thats about it. go humilated in theater cuz i said something stupid. I laughed until i cried and couldnt breather (thanks alot. i blame the BURD).You know...stuff that happens everyday.....
Love (forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
hello everyone.
sometimes, i go into a blog knowning what i am going to write...but in this case i have NOTHING ON MY MIND.
No thoughts= no funny.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!
THE CANDIANS HAVE ONE! WE'RE ALL DOOOMED!!!
THEY'RE CLIMBING YOUR WINDOWSILL
SNATCHING YOU PEOPLE UP
HIDE YOUR KIDS
HIDE YOUR WIFE
HIDE YOUR HUSBAND<
CUZ THEY RAPING EVERYONR OUT HERE!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
so thats about it. go humilated in theater cuz i said something stupid. I laughed until i cried and couldnt breather (thanks alot. i blame the BURD).You know...stuff that happens everyday.....
Love (forever & Always)
Hayley Michelle
YOU JUST LOST THE GAME....you know, the game your not supposed to be thinking about? ya...that one. YOU JUST LOST!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHHA
NOW POSTING LIVE FROM ENGLISH CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lmfao, jsut read my 3 comments...and i love them! i didn't know that i recieved comments on it, and i feel soo...sooo...SPECIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
that is all.
Love (Forever & Always)
hayley Michelle
lmfao, jsut read my 3 comments...and i love them! i didn't know that i recieved comments on it, and i feel soo...sooo...SPECIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
that is all.
Love (Forever & Always)
hayley Michelle
Sunday, February 6, 2011
i feel pretty: read this if you hate yourself or know someone who does.
Pg=100
When did i become pretty?
Thats what i'd like to know.
Today is Superbowl Sunday, and im freaknig out, because...
I
LOVE
FOOTBALL.
I mean, what's not to like? hot guys, funny last names on the jersey's, and celery with ranch dresssing.
Its like heaven....<3 <3 <3
anyways, so im trying on jersey's ( i have seven diffrent Giants jerseys. Sad that they didn't make the sueprbowl, rooting for the stealers!), and i look in the mirror...and im pretty.
So i started freaking out and stuff...like...WHAT THE FUDGE?!?! WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN!?!? OVER NIGHT?!?!?!
So i called up my friend and i started flipping out and she was like
"htats what i told you hayley!!" and then we went back and forth arguing about something i cant remember, and she is over here setting up.
Getting back to the story...I feel wierd. Like, i'm not a confident person. i mean..i AM a confident person. I'm always tyhe funny girl, the one that does all the coolest dares at parties..but im not self-confident person.
I would like to blame myself...but i cant. Im blaming my friends and my family.
they suck.
IM SORRY BUT ITS TRUE!!!!!!!!!1
my family is always going off on me about my wieght and stuff, and my grandma who used to be a super-model (no joke. She was Miss.France in 19somethin-somethin.) ( she old and i cant remember the year).
Every time she sees me she says "i eat to much and i look like a chubby chipmunck. I t shows in the cheeks". and i cant stand being with her in fear of being ridiculed.
Sometimes, when i go to the mall with my friends my mom makes me change my out fits because she says "i have love-handles and i need to put on something black to hide my fat".
i mean...looking back on it...my family's kinda brutal. I was thinking about going to fat camp this year, but i also have the opertunity to possibly go touring in Europe with my friend's band and her father's band..so im not going.
I think my friend are worse though...
I used to be a pagent girl. Not really...i only did one pagent.
I hate pagents. they're superfical and i hate it becasue malibou barbie always win. (The girl with the biggest boobs. its all about looks and it repulses me. but so is the acting industry. so i losse either way).
It was in 2008 if i remember correctly... and we (Jullianna,Lauren,Adrianna and I) were having a sleepover and they were talking about this "pagent". And i was like.."what pagent?" and they showed me the slip.
They all got the invitation by mail and i was the only one that did get one. So i asked and they said
"They only send them to the pretty girls".
You would probably punch them...but its alright.
I make them look prettier and skinnier...but theyt make me look nicer. so its a win-win situation...i think.
Anyways, i made a bet with them that i could get into the finals of the pagent to proove them that its not all about boobs and blonde hair.
I got into the final 5, and i was kicked out. The pagent was rigged. they got some diverse girl anmed Keira to win. It didn't care. I hate pagents, i sit home and watch Miss Americia pagents and i point and laugh at them becuase they are plastic. Good news, is that if they fall on stage they're plastic life preserves they have shooved in their boobs will cushion the fall.
But anyways, I never felt good about myself...and now..kinda talknig about it i feel really bad...but i feel alot better them before.
I think its because , my eyelashes are growing in...
I think its time that i "come out of the closet" about something, before i continue with anything...
i dont like talking about this...but... i have this..."desieze" called Trichatillamania.
its a desize that makes your hair fall out to the piont where you have the obsessive compulsion to pull and rip it out.
i only had it in my eyes..i develpoed it when i was in 1st grade and i was "diegnosed" with it offically in 3rd.
Its sorta the main problem in my life about why i am bullied and have low self-assteem. It makes me feel so terrible and sad. Last time someone brought up about how i have no eyelashes..l. i punch them out. (2 months ago i think, in spanish class).
Its a really touchy subject...But lately ihave been over-coming my battlew wit htrichatillamania and my eyelashes are growing back.
I jsut feel so good about myself, becasue everyone said i coudlnt...and i did.
I think thats the best: when you do something agaisnt the odds.
So if you dont feel pretty or you dont feel loved: i love you. and i think your pretty.
And if your bulleid or something, talk to me. Im a teen theripist..its what i do.
And msot importantly..if you know someone who looks sad, or is insicure...tell them that they're not alone.
If we could all jsut lend a hand to eachoher, we can over co me hate and low seld-assteem.
I feel pretty, and i feel so much better then i did before.
And i know most people wont even look at this blog...but if you are reading out there....your beautiful.
Love, (forever & Always),
Hayley Michelle
When did i become pretty?
Thats what i'd like to know.
Today is Superbowl Sunday, and im freaknig out, because...
I
LOVE
FOOTBALL.
I mean, what's not to like? hot guys, funny last names on the jersey's, and celery with ranch dresssing.
Its like heaven....<3 <3 <3
anyways, so im trying on jersey's ( i have seven diffrent Giants jerseys. Sad that they didn't make the sueprbowl, rooting for the stealers!), and i look in the mirror...and im pretty.
So i started freaking out and stuff...like...WHAT THE FUDGE?!?! WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN!?!? OVER NIGHT?!?!?!
So i called up my friend and i started flipping out and she was like
"htats what i told you hayley!!" and then we went back and forth arguing about something i cant remember, and she is over here setting up.
Getting back to the story...I feel wierd. Like, i'm not a confident person. i mean..i AM a confident person. I'm always tyhe funny girl, the one that does all the coolest dares at parties..but im not self-confident person.
I would like to blame myself...but i cant. Im blaming my friends and my family.
they suck.
IM SORRY BUT ITS TRUE!!!!!!!!!1
my family is always going off on me about my wieght and stuff, and my grandma who used to be a super-model (no joke. She was Miss.France in 19somethin-somethin.) ( she old and i cant remember the year).
Every time she sees me she says "i eat to much and i look like a chubby chipmunck. I t shows in the cheeks". and i cant stand being with her in fear of being ridiculed.
Sometimes, when i go to the mall with my friends my mom makes me change my out fits because she says "i have love-handles and i need to put on something black to hide my fat".
i mean...looking back on it...my family's kinda brutal. I was thinking about going to fat camp this year, but i also have the opertunity to possibly go touring in Europe with my friend's band and her father's band..so im not going.
I think my friend are worse though...
I used to be a pagent girl. Not really...i only did one pagent.
I hate pagents. they're superfical and i hate it becasue malibou barbie always win. (The girl with the biggest boobs. its all about looks and it repulses me. but so is the acting industry. so i losse either way).
It was in 2008 if i remember correctly... and we (Jullianna,Lauren,Adrianna and I) were having a sleepover and they were talking about this "pagent". And i was like.."what pagent?" and they showed me the slip.
They all got the invitation by mail and i was the only one that did get one. So i asked and they said
"They only send them to the pretty girls".
You would probably punch them...but its alright.
I make them look prettier and skinnier...but theyt make me look nicer. so its a win-win situation...i think.
Anyways, i made a bet with them that i could get into the finals of the pagent to proove them that its not all about boobs and blonde hair.
I got into the final 5, and i was kicked out. The pagent was rigged. they got some diverse girl anmed Keira to win. It didn't care. I hate pagents, i sit home and watch Miss Americia pagents and i point and laugh at them becuase they are plastic. Good news, is that if they fall on stage they're plastic life preserves they have shooved in their boobs will cushion the fall.
But anyways, I never felt good about myself...and now..kinda talknig about it i feel really bad...but i feel alot better them before.
I think its because , my eyelashes are growing in...
I think its time that i "come out of the closet" about something, before i continue with anything...
i dont like talking about this...but... i have this..."desieze" called Trichatillamania.
its a desize that makes your hair fall out to the piont where you have the obsessive compulsion to pull and rip it out.
i only had it in my eyes..i develpoed it when i was in 1st grade and i was "diegnosed" with it offically in 3rd.
Its sorta the main problem in my life about why i am bullied and have low self-assteem. It makes me feel so terrible and sad. Last time someone brought up about how i have no eyelashes..l. i punch them out. (2 months ago i think, in spanish class).
Its a really touchy subject...But lately ihave been over-coming my battlew wit htrichatillamania and my eyelashes are growing back.
I jsut feel so good about myself, becasue everyone said i coudlnt...and i did.
I think thats the best: when you do something agaisnt the odds.
So if you dont feel pretty or you dont feel loved: i love you. and i think your pretty.
And if your bulleid or something, talk to me. Im a teen theripist..its what i do.
And msot importantly..if you know someone who looks sad, or is insicure...tell them that they're not alone.
If we could all jsut lend a hand to eachoher, we can over co me hate and low seld-assteem.
I feel pretty, and i feel so much better then i did before.
And i know most people wont even look at this blog...but if you are reading out there....your beautiful.
Love, (forever & Always),
Hayley Michelle
Saturday, February 5, 2011
I am so sorry Dance people
Im sorry people that are in dance (except one certian freshmen. you know who you are. you deserve it).
For theater we have to write a review of the dance show (the 12 dancing princesses)...
Now i have my review...but it is very much like on of my blogs: long,offensive,and honest.
But i dont want to hurt people's feelings! because i like the dancers (except one freshmen. again, you know who you are. this so does not go out to you). They are so incredibly talented, and Ms. Mack is genuis!!!!
But my review is very mean.....so i dont know what to do!!!
AAAHHH!!!!!
Thinknig about tossing it and writing something nice...but theater is about being honest....ugg!!!!! what do i do!?!?!?!
HELP!
Hayley Michelle
For theater we have to write a review of the dance show (the 12 dancing princesses)...
Now i have my review...but it is very much like on of my blogs: long,offensive,and honest.
But i dont want to hurt people's feelings! because i like the dancers (except one freshmen. again, you know who you are. this so does not go out to you). They are so incredibly talented, and Ms. Mack is genuis!!!!
But my review is very mean.....so i dont know what to do!!!
AAAHHH!!!!!
Thinknig about tossing it and writing something nice...but theater is about being honest....ugg!!!!! what do i do!?!?!?!
HELP!
Hayley Michelle
Friday, February 4, 2011
Monolugue Work
PG=100
2 words: Epic.....win?
Ok...it wasn't an epic win...an epic fail more like it. I sucked. But its ok because the only way is to go up! in stead of down...right? i mean, unless you have a drill...but i dont..SO IM SAFE!
=)
So anyways, i am MEMORIZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
And re-reading the play like HELLL.....
Gabe sang "the song that goes like this"
Ps.
LEARN LYRICS! He skipped 2 verses....just saying...bringing my Spamolot book tommarow..oh wait...tommarrow is saturday....well...on MONDAY i am bringing my spamolot book in and showing gabe the lyrics.
"Im singing in your FACE" (also messed up on that gabe, sweety.) (sorry, i am SUCH a lyric police!!! AAA!!!)
Getting back on topic, still need help. You see, this is what i regret: i wasn't really.."with" the freshmen. Cuz they had their monolugues and i had my play.
So while they had an ENTIRE marking period to get ready..I HAVE 4 DAYS!!!
But i am confident in my failure, that i will be super mega awsomeeee!!!!
Love,
Hayley Michelle
2 words: Epic.....win?
Ok...it wasn't an epic win...an epic fail more like it. I sucked. But its ok because the only way is to go up! in stead of down...right? i mean, unless you have a drill...but i dont..SO IM SAFE!
=)
So anyways, i am MEMORIZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
And re-reading the play like HELLL.....
Gabe sang "the song that goes like this"
Ps.
LEARN LYRICS! He skipped 2 verses....just saying...bringing my Spamolot book tommarow..oh wait...tommarrow is saturday....well...on MONDAY i am bringing my spamolot book in and showing gabe the lyrics.
"Im singing in your FACE" (also messed up on that gabe, sweety.) (sorry, i am SUCH a lyric police!!! AAA!!!)
Getting back on topic, still need help. You see, this is what i regret: i wasn't really.."with" the freshmen. Cuz they had their monolugues and i had my play.
So while they had an ENTIRE marking period to get ready..I HAVE 4 DAYS!!!
But i am confident in my failure, that i will be super mega awsomeeee!!!!
Love,
Hayley Michelle
Thursday, February 3, 2011
God Sees God
I know i am supposed to journal, so i REALLLLYYYY hope this counts as a journal because its a play. (ug. seriously dont want to talk about mud....i will get scolded because of what i have to say on that...thing).
Dog Sees God, by Bert V. Royal...is sheer awsome.
I laughed,
i cried,
i thoguht of my my friends,
i thoguht of myself,
and then i cried some-more.
POOR WOODSTOCK!!!! (the name of teh yellow bird that was eaten visciously by the sick, snoopy).
anyways, I always thoguht Brian's monolugue was from a diffrent play, but BRIANS MONOLUGUE!!!
EEPP!!! Excited, because i really think he can pull it off...poor beethoven....i totally symathize with him.
Its hard not eating in the cafateria...
in my old school i was really imbarrased to eatr in public..so i would go into the library and read. AThey knew by name, and they ordered in books for me and they were so nice to me....but then i was caught sneeking out of our prison cell lunhc room, and i couldnt go back to the media center. ( ig to banned becasue i was "cutting class"). (technically...LUCNH is not a class...so suck my matvah balls you fudging....female dogs!)
But i was really insicure. I mean, im still insicure...but itwas ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT worse.
I hate my friends.
Sorry, but its true. my friend in 2nd grade told me i look like a pig when i eat, and i never eat in public since then. I still do. it makes me feel fat.
When i can eat in front of you, then you know that i trust you.
I go to lunch, because i have no-where else to go...but i dsont eat. I eat when i go home. I eman there i can make myself something healthy instead of the fat-indorsed products here in school.
THEY HAVE THINGS OVER 100 CALORIES!!!
TEH TERROR!
GETTING BACK TO DOG SEES GOD....
I sympathize for Beethoven...i hate Matt (pigpen's) guts. (WHO WOULD BREAK A PIANO PLAYERS FINGERS?!?! SEE...THATS JSUT WRONG!!!), and ii have friends that are totally Trisha and Marcy.
ugg..i need less stoner, white-trash friends....
new add in paper:
WANTED: Friends that dont suck.
Hayley Michelle
Dog Sees God, by Bert V. Royal...is sheer awsome.
I laughed,
i cried,
i thoguht of my my friends,
i thoguht of myself,
and then i cried some-more.
POOR WOODSTOCK!!!! (the name of teh yellow bird that was eaten visciously by the sick, snoopy).
anyways, I always thoguht Brian's monolugue was from a diffrent play, but BRIANS MONOLUGUE!!!
EEPP!!! Excited, because i really think he can pull it off...poor beethoven....i totally symathize with him.
Its hard not eating in the cafateria...
in my old school i was really imbarrased to eatr in public..so i would go into the library and read. AThey knew by name, and they ordered in books for me and they were so nice to me....but then i was caught sneeking out of our prison cell lunhc room, and i couldnt go back to the media center. ( ig to banned becasue i was "cutting class"). (technically...LUCNH is not a class...so suck my matvah balls you fudging....female dogs!)
But i was really insicure. I mean, im still insicure...but itwas ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT worse.
I hate my friends.
Sorry, but its true. my friend in 2nd grade told me i look like a pig when i eat, and i never eat in public since then. I still do. it makes me feel fat.
When i can eat in front of you, then you know that i trust you.
I go to lunch, because i have no-where else to go...but i dsont eat. I eat when i go home. I eman there i can make myself something healthy instead of the fat-indorsed products here in school.
THEY HAVE THINGS OVER 100 CALORIES!!!
TEH TERROR!
GETTING BACK TO DOG SEES GOD....
I sympathize for Beethoven...i hate Matt (pigpen's) guts. (WHO WOULD BREAK A PIANO PLAYERS FINGERS?!?! SEE...THATS JSUT WRONG!!!), and ii have friends that are totally Trisha and Marcy.
ugg..i need less stoner, white-trash friends....
new add in paper:
WANTED: Friends that dont suck.
Hayley Michelle
RUDRUM! REDRUM!
PG=100
Just got back from a rEALLLY amazing preformance. It was Marvin Hamlisch & Idina Menzel. They are so very nice. And amazing preformers.
On another note, I have finish Dog Sees God ..I cried at the end. (i dont know why, i jsut did.)
Amazing, i love it. Cant wait to do my monolugue. Imma blow you all away:cuz i got half of it down already.
Thats the good news....here comes the bad news...
I really like the other part right before she goes into her monolugue (Van's Sisiter), about blaming everything under the sun about why she lit the red-head on fire. (her hair...you know).
I dont know if i should start from there or not....hmmm...
gonna think about it tonight.
Loveeee <3 <3 <3
Hayley Michelle
Just got back from a rEALLLY amazing preformance. It was Marvin Hamlisch & Idina Menzel. They are so very nice. And amazing preformers.
On another note, I have finish Dog Sees God ..I cried at the end. (i dont know why, i jsut did.)
Amazing, i love it. Cant wait to do my monolugue. Imma blow you all away:cuz i got half of it down already.
Thats the good news....here comes the bad news...
I really like the other part right before she goes into her monolugue (Van's Sisiter), about blaming everything under the sun about why she lit the red-head on fire. (her hair...you know).
I dont know if i should start from there or not....hmmm...
gonna think about it tonight.
Loveeee <3 <3 <3
Hayley Michelle
NATIONAL HUG A JEW DAY!!!!!!!!!!
YOU HEARD ME!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I LOVEV HUGS! (THIS ENTIRE BLOG SHALL BE IN CAPS, TO SHOW HOW UBER EXCITED I AM. SO DONT BE TROLLING ON IT)
ITS ABOUT TIME THAT US JEWS GET AN ENTIRE DAY OF HUGGING.
SO BY NOW, YOU SHOULD ALL KNOW THAT I AM EXPECTING YOU TO HUG ME. AND IF YOU DONT....HAHAHAHA...I SHIP YOU OFF TO CANADA...NOW WE DONT WANT THAT HAPPENING NOW.....DO WE?!?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA> (EVIL LAUGHTER)
SO...YA. HUG ME.
THAT IS ALL.
LOVEEEEEEE
HAYLEY MICHELLE
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I LOVEV HUGS! (THIS ENTIRE BLOG SHALL BE IN CAPS, TO SHOW HOW UBER EXCITED I AM. SO DONT BE TROLLING ON IT)
ITS ABOUT TIME THAT US JEWS GET AN ENTIRE DAY OF HUGGING.
SO BY NOW, YOU SHOULD ALL KNOW THAT I AM EXPECTING YOU TO HUG ME. AND IF YOU DONT....HAHAHAHA...I SHIP YOU OFF TO CANADA...NOW WE DONT WANT THAT HAPPENING NOW.....DO WE?!?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA> (EVIL LAUGHTER)
SO...YA. HUG ME.
THAT IS ALL.
LOVEEEEEEE
HAYLEY MICHELLE
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
EVEN MORE JOURNALS
Baseball.
baseball.
baseball.
BASEBALL.
I really like how August Wilson was able to really capture the fifties:
BASEBALL.
looking over fences YET AGAIN, and i am finding alot of baseball terms, famous baseball people, and stuff about...hmm..let me guess..BASEBALL.
also Death. Troy is always talking about "wrestling with death" .
I really like that. I mean, wrestling with death in the ring of life. You will eventually loose, but its still a fight you cant back down from.
(GABE'S A.I.A MONOLUGUE!!! AAA!!!)
Hayley Michelle
baseball.
baseball.
BASEBALL.
I really like how August Wilson was able to really capture the fifties:
BASEBALL.
looking over fences YET AGAIN, and i am finding alot of baseball terms, famous baseball people, and stuff about...hmm..let me guess..BASEBALL.
also Death. Troy is always talking about "wrestling with death" .
I really like that. I mean, wrestling with death in the ring of life. You will eventually loose, but its still a fight you cant back down from.
(GABE'S A.I.A MONOLUGUE!!! AAA!!!)
Hayley Michelle
MORE JOURNAL
I lvoe the fact that Troy built the fence AFTER Alberta (whore) died. I mean, i think the fence resemble a shield...or clothing.
Yes, clothing.
Troy is naked. he is exposed. His gaurd is down, and he has nothing to shield him. When your gaurd is down, drama and death can sneak up on you: and take precious things away: your friends, your family, your lovers...(echem...cough, cough....alberta....).
He was distracted by the sweet grapes of life, and once his pleasures got the best of him...he relized what he did was wrong and finished the fence.
And nothing got to him anymore.
i think...i mean, he DID evenutally dieee.
hmm.....
Hayley Michelle
Yes, clothing.
Troy is naked. he is exposed. His gaurd is down, and he has nothing to shield him. When your gaurd is down, drama and death can sneak up on you: and take precious things away: your friends, your family, your lovers...(echem...cough, cough....alberta....).
He was distracted by the sweet grapes of life, and once his pleasures got the best of him...he relized what he did was wrong and finished the fence.
And nothing got to him anymore.
i think...i mean, he DID evenutally dieee.
hmm.....
Hayley Michelle
JOURNALINGG
Lots of people seem to be doing "Fences" as their essay topic.
NOT ME!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah
MWHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
(evil laughter)
My essay? PURE GOLD!
Ok, this is a jorunal hayley: FOCUSSSS
Re-reading Fences....yay....
It has alot of talk of death and baseball.
Those tend to go hand and hand, you know? I mean, "Damn Yankees!"
hahaha.
Hayley Michelle
NOT ME!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah
MWHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
(evil laughter)
My essay? PURE GOLD!
Ok, this is a jorunal hayley: FOCUSSSS
Re-reading Fences....yay....
It has alot of talk of death and baseball.
Those tend to go hand and hand, you know? I mean, "Damn Yankees!"
hahaha.
Hayley Michelle
Dog Sees god.
pG=100
I want to do a monolugue from "Dog sees God". Really excited because i found something <3
All i have to do now: is find the play.
That is all.
<3
<3
<3
Hayley Michelle
I want to do a monolugue from "Dog sees God". Really excited because i found something <3
All i have to do now: is find the play.
That is all.
<3
<3
<3
Hayley Michelle
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